speaking of concert anxiety i was kinda relived when i found out they weren't playing near my city this time. because the closest one is in another country i didn't have to feel like a bad fan for not trying to get tickets. i have been to a few concerts but at tiny venues, even video footage of stadium concerts sets my anxiety off.
This is exactly what has happened to me every concert before this one :’) I think this is why I never attempted to get the army bomb, kinda as an excuse for not going. I’m glad I decided to go this time, no matter how anxious I am I hope everything goes well.












