Ok I'm a few days late with this post but life's been a smidge hectic and honestly I'm usually late in posting things but I digress. My #handsomedude got #swornin as #eminentcommander for the #knighttemplers of the #mtolivet group (one of the many groups he's in). So yeah he's kind of awesome at least to me but honestly I may be a tad #biased when it comes to him. I ACTUALLY dressed up in clothes other than my typical jeans and t-shirt garb I usually don but hey I'm proud to get a little #fancy for my #amazingguy I guess I #cleanupgood when the moment merits itself. I'm hoping he doesn't expect that more often π lol oh well he's worth all the extra effort it takes to find dressier clothes I like and might actually wear again(I hate dressing up like A LOT). I'd better get use to the #pompandcircumstance because he's worth the moments of "torture" of being in touch with my #girliegirl when deep down I'll always be a #tomboy I "hate" to admit it's kinda sorta fun to play dress up on rare occasions. I wish I could say I'm graceful and coy and perfectly put together all the time but let's be 100% honest for a #quickminute I never have been and never will be. I trip over flat surfaces fall constantly choke on air and cuss enough to make a sailor blush. I'm usually found closer to the back of the queue with a bruise or broken bone or awkward shyness(thanks parents for that). But I want to be 100% #honest again. He makes me want to be a better person everyday. He has almost convinced me that I'm not the bad person I grew up believing I was. That I'm just as beautiful in sweats with messy hair and zero makeup as I am when I get decked out all #fancypantsy and with makeup on. He #loves my somewhat awkward moments and has more importantly proved over and over again that he's an absolutely amazing and could've walked away when #shitgotserious but has chosen to stay. That's a hand on a stack of holy texts a first for me. My #family can be #toointense sometimes but he's finally learned as #weird as we are we do mean well for the most part. He's showed more patience and kindness and sincerity than I've ever experienced in a relationship before. Thanks babe for everything. β€π https://www.instagram.com/p/B6IGNa2Bysp/?igshid=1qmnp2pp88zbc
