#mtkilla

I guess I'll go ahead and make a list of things I'm going to say I'll do, then not do. But maybe if it's in writing, right in my face it'll actually happen. 

gonna steal and tweak mtkilla's format because it was really organized 

RELATING TO SOCIAL-LIFE & LIFE IN GENERAL

get more fucking organized

that's kind of self explainable. but fuck. i need to get organized when it comes to everything really. clean shit more often. go through the stacks of shit in my room. 

get a significant other

does that sound pompous to say 'significant other'? fff oh well. but yea. i want a steady relationship this year.

get the fuck over my commitment issues

this goes for any kind of social contact, and pretty much every part of my life.

exercise more

guise i want to be fit and healthy and buff as shit 

be happy

that's the key to living long, right?

survive

another key to living long i hear

RELATING TO WRITING

WRITE MORE!

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF this is a must do. i'm not going to get published fucking around writing 1k a week. 

redesign characters

i've been meaning to do this shit for AGES. this year I'M GOING TO DO IT

stop being so angsty 

i feel like my writing is full of angst and shit, and that's not good. a little bit of angst is good, but too much just sounds like a whiny 'emo' bitch

learn how to write an amazing sex scene

or maybe a few. because really, i rate romance novelists on a scale of how well they write 'love making' scenes. i need to find that magical line between 'oh jesus christ i feel like im spying on these two!' and 'oh wow this porn is nice!'.

get some kind of writing internship 

gotta whore myself out there so i have choices once i graduate highschool.

RELATING TO SCHOOL

stop fucking up in general

really. i'm getting too old and too close to graduation to be playing around with my grades like this

graduate

stop disappointing my teachers

go into open debating and beat the fuck outta all the other teams!

work harder in rotc

get in good with the principal 

allow more people to get close to me

RELATING TO EVERYTHING ELSE

spend more time with my family

even though i dislike most of them, i might as well try

go to WrestleMania this year

i didnt get to go last year, but it's only a few days before my birthday and in florida. if i go, my mom and i can also hit up the HP amusement park thing too >____> two birds with one stone y/y?

stop boredom eating

start playing my violin again

find it in me to stop deserting lame RPs

but still get out of the house more

go horseback riding at least once a month

GET A JOB

AND A CAR

AND A GODDAMN LIFE

TL;DR

get organized and stop being a fuck up and be healthy and actually write shit

Anyways, Happy New Year everyone! 

PART 1 there is a part 2 but i ran out of time LMFAO ill submit that later SORRY!!! 

HI.. KILLAS... UNFORTUNATELY YOU GOT ME AS SANTA... and i genuinely feel bad for you because all your OCs are hot and manly and I turned them all into women lsjkgfdhafdgjh you also listed sketch dump in your wishlist and I thought that'd something cool to do but now that I look at it my gift looks cheap and shitty as fuck I APOLOGIZE I APOLOGIZE

also i cant draw smut that thing at the bottom is the closest thing to porn i will ever draw in my life

oh and if you'd like this mailed to you, just send me your mailing address!! ill include a letter in it and stuff I TRIED TO GRANT AS MANY WISHES AS I COULD but my sKiLlS are LiMiTeD

OK SORRY AGAIN THAT I RUINED YOUR CHRISTMAS HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD DAY THOUGH