#mthseulgi

Constantly being put down. Throughout Chanyeol’s life, he’s tried so hard to ignore his parents’ as well other people’s constant judging. It would always seem like whatever decision he made, he was questioned for it. Or, whatever opinion he held, he was ridiculed for it. He’s had so many people that he thought he could count on constantly try to change him, when all he wants is to be accepted. Therefore, sometimes, the constant disbelief in him and his dreams causes him to question whether or not these people are right. What if he really is a joke? What if his goals really are silly and out of reach? What if he truly is delusional? What if... Ultimately, he always pulls through. He has to believe in himself if no one else is going to. He knows what makes him happy and he’s just going to hold on to that.

soojung ended her sentence with a grunt… she wasn’t the one to do such things, but having to list all the things that she didn’t like hearing pissed her off a little. remembering how people sometimes criticized her for the way she acted & lived always upset her.