#moyashiwalker

Okay, so as some of you may know, my Allen is quite old - I think by know he's about 22/23, and he hit a pretty big growth spurt that turned him 6"2 and finally taller than Kanda. 

The Kanda he's involved with is my best friend, and over the course of a year we had a bunch of awesome rp's revolving around Kanda getting pregnant. Yeah - we went there. And it did actually pan out. The child became 'Mana Daisya Walker' and he's about two now. 

Which brings me to the current timeline. My Kanda's mun has decided to throw Kanda on a pretty big hiatus. We spoke a lot about it, and it was for a number of reasons really, among my not being here because of school and family reasons. It is his decision, and it's final - at least for now. 

That said, after two months of yet another unannounced hiatus from me, I've decided to come back. Yes, I'm back. But Kanda and his mun are still enjoying the perks of other interests. So the picture right now for my Allen is, Kanda has decided to leave. Talked to Allen, who of course was adamantly against it, but had to face the truth anyway. The truth being that Kanda cannot stay at the Order anymore, and neither can Mana, for obvious reasons. Mana still has a life to live, a chance to be normal and out of harm's way, and Kanda has already fulfilled his destiny at the Order - unlike Allen.

Allen has a life to live, Allen can survive the Order, and Allen can also cover for them easily. It may risk never seeing either of them again, which he has yet to accept, but there was no other real way they could let their son live peacefully.

With this decision, it has been extremely hard, and Allen is quite lonely. He has become a bit more bitter, less reserved, but still polite towards the ones he knows and loves, but he is definitely not the same man he used to be. He doesn't get as much sleep as he had before, because he's been anxious and worried - crippled by his fears and his loneliness. He aches for his family, and as you can imagine, it has been and will be a long challenge to overcome.

So from now on, greeters will be met with these guidelines, which might explain his personality differing from his babby 16 year old self. He is a sad soul - come love him c: