post-show update. I cannot believe I get to do this four more times the emotional high was just 😭😭 I successfully stopped myself from full-on crying until it was actually over by going NO IF I'M WEEPING I CAN'T CHEER FOR THEM THEY HAVE TO KNOW I'M CHEERING and thus SAVED my two (2) tissues very successfully. I am,, as we all know. A Lesbian. and at least twice Jenn was close enough I could see the tendons in her hands and I completely lost track of whatever else was happening onstage bc for one (two.) shining moment(s) in time I was too busy vividly, deliriously fantasizing about Holding A Woman's Hand. which is normal of me actually none of you are allowed to judge me for that. and I WILL be doing it several more times this weekend to boot

in the first years of the Fourth Era there's a rash of "False Martins" claiming to have miraculously survived. and then getting taken out. and then another pops up and is like "somehow... I survived that too..."

also the cheering (from me also obviously) went on so long after LRAT & it looked like Jenn teared up a bit which made ME tear up a LOT,