#motionlessinwhiteimagines

after i woke up i realised that josh was still laying on my hip.i moved his tattooed arm away and got up out of bed.chris and ricky were already awake and making breakfast.

“morning y/n what the hell happened to you?”

“nothing why you asking?”

“you look like you have been dragged through a bush backwards”

“well thanks”

“welcome”

they carried on making breakfast and i sat on the couch whilst watching american horror story. i herd footsteps on the stairs and it was josh.

“morning beautiful”

“morning josh”

he came and sat next to me on the couch and rested his head on my shoulder.

“are we going out today?”

“i was thinking we could go and see Ryan today”

“wait Ryan or Ryan Ashley?”

“Ryan Ashley cuz she is designing my next tattoo”

“oh ok sure”

he closed his eyes and chris and ricky brought the breakfast in.

“thanks”

“welcome”

after we had eaten i went upstairs and got dressed. i was wearing my black skinny jeans with my black and white vans with my FALLING IN REVERSE band tee. i straightened my hair and put a beanie over it. i decided to wear my black lipstick aswell.i went back downstairs and josh was looking at my CD’s and vinyl’s 

“what is your music taste?”

“good music”

“its trashy ariana grande, justin bieber”

“i will kill you, dont judge me.”

“im already dead”

cheeky idiot he always manages to remind me that he is dead whenever he gets the chance.

“its a good job i love you or id kill you again”

“i love you too”

“i know you do”

he placed a gentle kiss on my cheek

“get a room!”

“no”

i got in my car and drove to stsrbcuks to go and meet chris. on the way i was blasting big bad wolf by in this moment. my favourite song by them. man these traffic lights took so long. this was the one thing i hate most about scranton the traffic lights take soooo long. i finally arrived after about half an hour. i saw chris in the corner with two coffees and he was looking at his phone. i cleared my throat and he looked up.

“y/n!”

“chris!”

he stood up and gave me a hug whilst also towering over me even though he had his vans on.

“how are you?”

“good....why?”

he had the look of im up to no good but im not telling anyone what it is.

“just asking i also know what happened last night”

“i dont know what youre talking about”

“really cuz that is not what josh told me”

“im gonna kill him because nothing happened”

“you sure?”

“yes im sure”

“well you like him dont you?”

“that is not something i am going to discuss with you right now”

“why not? y/n im your brother practically you have to tell me these things”

“1. yes you are my non biological brother 2 no i dont have to tell you these sort of things 3 yes i do like him”

“so why did you kick him out this morning?”

“because i may like him but i dont wanna feel like im only there when he needs me or wants me, you know i have to feel important and if he is always on tour then im not gonna feel that. i know i have been there since day one but he still can sometimes make me feel worthless. for example when he goes out and gets drunk and takes different women home and then im only there to cure his hangover. i dont wanna feel like that anymore. i may like him but i dont know if im ready for the difficulties that are gonna come with him”

“i know but you know if you like im you should tell him”

“i know but he is gonna reject me because im more of his sister not his GF”

i took a sip of my coffee and then we heard someone laugh nd shout chris. we looked over and it was josh and ricky.they came and sat with us and josh smiled at me. 

“hey beautiful”

“hey”

he looked a bit shocked with the way i said it because id usually cal him an evil name but i didnt this time.

“whats wrong with you”

“nothing me and chris were just talking”

“anything interesting”

“yes actually we were”

i could kill chris right now, hes gonna go and tell josh everything i said

“no we were not chris”

“okay if you say so”

 he frowned and i stood up after finishing my coffee.

“come on chris we have places to be.”

“are you not going to invite us along”

“fine.....ricky do you wanna come with us cuz clearly josh does”

“yes i do”

we walked out of starbucks and got into my car. we were sat in awkward silence and then chris put on slipknot. everything was fine. i had to find a parking space which took me about ten minutes. when i finally paid for the space and locked my car we walked towards hot topic. i felt a hand take mine and it was chris.

“what are you doing?”

“youll see just act really miserbale but still hold my hand”

“ok fine”

we walked into the shop and i went to the womens section. i was followed by chris who was still holding my hand. i looked through the jackets and found a black long leather jacket with buckles on it. it was really nice and chris said he would buy it for me. i bought some new jeans aswell. we walked to the dressing rooms and i tried on the jeans

“well what do you think?”

“they make your butt look good”

“seriously chris... you shouldnt be looking”

“sorry”

i got back changed and walked out ricky was with us now and it looked like josh wanted to kill someone. i mean that is how he looked everyday but he looked worse now.

after we had finished shopping we went back to mine and watched a movie. which turned into three and by the time we were watching SWEENY TODD THE DEMON BARBER ON FLEET STREET i was really tired so i went upstairs to get my pjs on and get into bed. ricky and chris were gonna stay in the two spare bedrooms and josh was on the couch. at least i thought he was downstairs. i got comfortable and then there was a knock on the door. i turned over and looked at the door where there was a stream of light coming through.

“who is it?”

“josh”

“oh come in”

he opened the door and sat next to me on the bed. he looked sad and angry but also relieved at the same time.

“whats wrong?”

“nothing just thinking about why chris was holding your hand i mean he likes someone else”

“i dunno but there must of been a reason of why he did it” “i think i know why he did it. to make me jealous”

“what do you mean jealous?”

“because he knew that i like you and wanted to make me jealous.”

“oh since when did you like me though”

“for ages”

“oh”

your pov:

you sit on the couch watching as Ricky and dad start exchanging looks. If looks could kill they’d both be dead. You shift uncomfortably in your chair and get up to go to the kitchen. Closely followed by Ricky you sat at the table with your head in your hands.

“Y/N what’s wrong?”

“i dont like the looks you and dad are giving each other and he’s never told me that you know each other”

“ i can tell you if you like”

“yes please, i wanna know why dad hates you so much”

“cuz im death, i got out of control once and tried to kill him. Obviously because im imortal now i never grow old and neither do you”

“but if he hates you so much how come he adopted me if i’m death aswell?”

“i dont know but he clearly wants what is best for you that’s why he doesnt want you talking to me.” “but i like you and you’re my friend so he cant stop that”

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chris pov:

After Ricky was gone i sat down with Y/N to tell her what happened and that i didnt want her seeing Ricky again.

“you cant stop me from talking to my first friend who actually cares about me!”

“your’e my daughter i can stop you and i am going to stop you!”

“no you’re not. I LIKE RICKY I DONT CARE IF YOU’RE NOT OKAY WITH THAT BUT THATS HOW IT IS!”

she has never raised her voice at me like that. i only wanted whats was best for my daughter.If i could make things with Ricky better then i want to take that chance so my daughter is happy but if he ever hurts her then he wont live to see another day. I walked upstairs and went to my room. There was a knock on the door so Y/N opened it.

“Ricky hey what are you doing back here?”

“can i talk with your dad please?”

“umm sure...DAD!”

I sighed and walked downstairs.I walked outside and stood infront of Ricky

“look i dont want any trouble. I’M sorry for what i did to you that one time but i really like your daughter and i want to make her happy” “i want to be okay with you so if you hurt her you will not live to see another day”

“okay thanks Chris”

“your welcome”

He came inside and sat with her. I had to admit they would make a cute couple and a really cute death couple. I made food for us all and then they went out to get some human.

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Ricky pov:

i was glad that me and chris were okay again and that he would let me make his daughter happy. I know i only met her today but i think i like her. she was beautiful and death. i guess we’ll have to see what happens with her

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rickys pov:

whilst we were out getting food i couldnt stop staring at her. she really was gorgeous. she noticed a few times that i was looking at her but she just smiled and carried on walking. sometimes she would bimp into me and her touch would be so soft but cold and i could notice goosebumps on her arms.

“where are we going to eat?”

“wherever you like to eat”

“mc gothalds” “mmm sure”

she was very sarcastic.

“a mosh pit?” “need ID”

“taco bell”

“ok”

she was getting really cold so i gave her my jacket.

“are you and my dad ok now?”

“yeah but you do realise that he said if i hurt you i wont be alive much longer.”

“you wont hurt me. i have no feelings” “ ewww you’re so emo” we were both lauging until we heard a car pull up behind us.

“oi goths!” we both turned around and i felt Y/N grab my hand

“what”

“are you gonna try and get satan on me or something?”

“why does everyone think that?”

“so you do worship satan”

“get a life” “oi watch your mouth or your man will sort you out”

“first of all he’s not my man and second of all he is much more of an emo than me so move and get a life”

he got in the car and i was really scared of Y/N at that moment but it was a different side of her and i liked it.

she looked at me and smiled but it was a shy smile not a normal smile.

“sorry you had to see me like that”

“its ok”

after we had eaten i took her outside and went to walk her home.

“umm... Ricky i know we’ve only just met but can i ask you a question?”

“sure”

“will you go out with me?”

“yes... and we can make it work forever.....literally” she took hold of my hand and we started walking.

chris pov:

when they got home Ricky stood outside and looked at me.

“did you two get some food”

“yeah” “good” Y/N turned to ricky and he gave her a quick kiss. i was happy for them.

ricky looked scared when i looked at them.

“dont worry im not gonna kill you.”

“ok good”

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the end