HI CARLY <3 you mean to tell me i have free range to talk about changkyun? my thoughts and opinions on this bub LKDFJKLSDFJ i may be a disappointment but as much as i love him very dearly to my heart, i have a hard time expressing my feelings towards him in my own words but i will try my best T^T 

so changkyun sdfjsdlkfjsdlf i guess i’ll start off with my first impressions of him and end with what i think of him now but AH so initially i was drawn to him first bc i thought he was really really beautiful </3 but i remember my first ever video where i really got to see their personalities was the puppy interview and i was like ,,,,,,,,,, i like him but mINHYUK WOWOWOW lol so fun fact if you didn’t know this about me yet i was a minbebe the very first 2 weeks i got into mx lol but then,,,,,,,gosh i don’t even know i think it was the friendship test or something where iw as just like ????? WOW I LOVE U !!!!!!!!!! bc how could i not love him when he says “i’m gonna take you home!!” cmon like,,,,,,,,,,

anyways like it’s hard to talk about your ult bias without sounding like you know them bc we absolutely do not know them and their feelings, all of their mannerisms, etc....but just from observations changkyun is someone whom i am missing greatly in my life ;______; in a sense, he is everything i wish for in a best friend i think :’) just overall very observant i love how he’s not always the center of attention, no one has to fight for his attention. although he isn't very outward with his feelings you can tell he is very affectionate towards the other members and that to me is endearing bc i too am not the best with my words but i let other ppl know i’m there for them in other ways :( i love and respect his outlook on life, like he never takes things at face value he’s always taking his time with himself and doesn't look poorly on himself for his mistakes bc we’re all human and he’s learning just like everyone else <3 i love how quirky he is in the the way his humor is or just the little facial expressions he makes the’yre just way too cute he really needs to stop being CUTE all the time ahhhhh carly i just .............. i can’t express how much i love and respect him i am always so bad with explaining what makes me love him but i think that’s not a bad thing bc sometimes there’s just something about ppl that draws u to them that seems invisible but that’s what i feel with him and i’m happy he has touched my life even without knowing <3 

Yeah I’m somehow still here lmao. When did I even start this blog??? Like,,,,,2017???? I don’t remember lmao

edgar degas: do you follow a certain fashion trend? what’s your “style”?

ohhh uhhh that’s a good question?? it really depends i like wearing a lot of warm cozy things but i also like looking kinda dark (it really just depends on my mood) so i guess it’s both? i don’t think i really follow a trend i just kind of wear what i want to... i wear a lot of dark clothes, but also a lot of like ,, soft draped ones but also a lot of oversized stuff ... sometimes i like wearing 90′s inspired stuff it really just depends on how i’m feeling

i don’t really believe in having one coherent aesthetic i just like expressing the different parts of myself,, you wear the clothes they don’t wear you and all that

canvas: if you could have a talent within the arts, what would you want it to be?

god i miss dancing ksjgjkgs but i REALLY wish i could draw i have been talking about this w fern for so long i got nerfed when the universe decided i wouldn’t be able to draw

thank you carly ^^ 

im like the least serious person on this planet lols I had a moment when I saw intimidating 😢 but ill take your reasoning for it 😌

for the playlist thing, could you do it with my name pls? 🤲🏻♡

CARLY HI BUB 💗💕💞💓💘💖💗💕💞💞💘💖 miss u too hun, sorry for not being there all the time, uni just really squashes my free time HHHH

call anytime — jinu, mino

and july — heize, dean, dj friz

replay — shinee 

light bulb — nct u 

ya ya ya — exo

—do you like hugs? or any physical affection?

—If you could be a song, which one would you be? and why?

—what's your opinion on soulmates?

—Koi🧡

HI CARLY BUB <3

—hugs are my favorite form of physical affection!! it’s how i show ppl i love them and that i’m here for them <3 my least favorite form of physical affection tho is holding hands......ew i can’t even do it with my friends LOL it makes me so uncomfy 🥲

—right now???? probably love again by baekhyun, it’s so beautiful and lovely!! definitely one of my favorite songs of last year 💖

—soulmates AH i believe in them 🥺 it’s dumb bc ppl divorce + break friendships all the time but i believe we are meant to meet the ppl who are in our lives, whether they stayed or not. you know??

DID SOMEBODY ASKED FOR KYUN PICS!!!!!!??????? 💕❤️💞❣️💝❣️💖❤️💘💕❣️💝❣️💞❣️💝❣️💞💕💘❣️💝❣️💞❣️💞❣️💝❣️💘💕❤️❣️💝❣️💝❣️💞❣️💝💘💕❤️❣️❣️💝❣️💞❣️💝❣️💕💘