#moreupdates

God clearly provides..!!! He listens, and I am ever so grateful!!! The day got progressively better and better!!! God definitely shows me more and more everyday, how much I am blessed and how much He loves me!! From all the little things such as, three Christian songs playing in a row from my shuffle playlist to all the people that are placed in my life that God has blessed me with. Ever since last night to the morning I had been so hopeless and depressed.. It’s amazing how my mood changed 180 degrees to elated&joyful in the end of the day!! It was all in just a day, of putting ALL hope and faith and cries out to God! There is so much power in FULL devotion to God! [Prayer is power]

A thought that came up today: Today, I thought about why people would go out of their way to help people out. Like, sometimes I feel like, I don’t deserve to be helped, because I don’t know if I could or would or have the ability to do the same for them… In other words, What good would it have come out for it in them?? Hmm… But this comes from my suspicions of not-good intentions of people in general :/ Which is NOT good. I mean, I know some do it out of love and kindness.. But what about those that don’t?? I need to trust in more people and put my faith in those people too. Right?? I wonder if trusting in others is the right thing… It’s def not good to be so skeptical and suspicious all the time… I realize this is my personal struggle between the love for people. God has called us to love our neighbors and enemies and so on.. So please pray for me, that God would grant me the love and trust and faith in the good of people :P [to become selfless, discerning, loving]