Yo floof. Happy birthday, birthday twin. Have a great day
twinny! thank you so much and belated happy birthday to you! i have been super busy with life so I'm sorry for responding so late but i hope you had a great birthday
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A/N: Aye! So seriously sorry for the wait but my life got pretty hectic, ya know? I really hope you like it though and thank you for being the first person to request when I reopened requests. Love ya! đ§Ą
Itâs frustrating to watch the person you like kiss someone else. Itâs even worse when that other person is basically your sister. What could the odds possibly be of you and Jennie getting these roles and actually having to put your lips on each other? You being an idol under JYP was probably the reason.Â
A newly debuted solo artist on top of being an up and coming actress, and you have already garnered a lot of attention from co-starring alongside Lee Minho recently. Youâd also stirred up some attention from starring in some short films and web dramas that feature lesbian storylines. Rosie only met you due to being in the same promotional period during âLovesick Girlsâ but honestly you havenât crossed paths much outside of that.
At first it only annoyed Rosie a little but it soon grew astronomically to rage. Her responses to her friend became clipped and aggressive. Jennie didnât seem to notice until one night she was sitting with the girls and gushing about how sweet you are when suddenly Rosie stood up abruptly and stomped off to her room.Â
âWhatâs with her?â Jennie looks on flabbergasted from her spot on the couch.
âIâll go check on her.â Lisa gets up and knocks lightly on her best friendâs door before entering cautiously.
When Lisa enters the room sheâs finds Rosie sitting on her bed, arms crossed and face pouty. No words are exchanged at first. Lisa climbs onto the bed and sits legs crossed in front of her dear friend, looking for the right question to ask first.
âPenny for your thoughts?â The younger girlâs voice is soft and inviting.
âBut but, hear me out. Say you tell her and she does like you. Then you can go from there and bam, maybe you come out of it with a new girlfriend. Honestly Rosie, the worst thing you can do is say nothing."
In the coming days Jennie was away a lot for shooting. Knowing that you and Jennie were probably laughing and joking around while she sat around the dorm thinking about how to meet up with you.Â
It felt like the shoots all ended quickly. Before she knew it the show was active and here she was at turned into a viewing get together for the cast and friends. All of her members were there, Jennieâs costars were there but most importantly you just arrived.
Time felt slow but before she knew it, it was time to watch the show. Everyone is buzzing with anticipation but especially Rosie because she managed to score a seat directly next to you. Of course Jennie was attached at your hip from the other side but she wanted to take her small victories where she could.
The dreaded and honestly purposely forgotten kiss scene between her friend and her crush was earth shattering. Tears well up in her eyes without her permission and she feels her nose beginning to run a little as she suppressed a pained noise from her throat. She tries to sit through the entire scene, not wanting to draw attention to herself but when she turns and sees you staring at her with concern written all over your face, she has to excuse herself.
âHey Rosie, everything good in here?â Your gentle nature makes more unshed tears fall from her eyes.
âHey, Y/n. I just umâŠâ She pauses and looks down like she wants to say something she canât quite get out. âI want to talk to you about something. I- I want to tell you something but I donât know how youâre going to take it.â
âCome on Rosie. Youâll never know unless you just tell me. May I sit?â She scoots over and gestures to the edge of her bed. âSo I think I- no I know I really like you Y/n.âÂ
You donât speak for what feels like forever and she doesnât dare speak herself. When she glances up at you she canât quite read your expression. Your not looking at her, your eyes are fixed on an invisible spot on her wall.Â
âYou donât have to say anything, I know you like Jennie but I ju-â Sheâs cut off by your abrupt eyes on her with raised eyebrows.
âWhen did I say that?â Your voice is just as shocked as you face.
âI just thought that you guys spend so much time and youâre all she talks about so I thought you must like each other.â
âWhat? No, weâre just friends Rosie, thatâs all.â You shift to face her head on.
âBut that kiss scene,âÂ
âWas just a kiss scene. Jennie and I are just friends. But about what you said earlierâŠâ You look away from her before continuing.
âI have to say Iâm a little surprised, you know? We have hardly talked at all and Iâm sorry but I donât feel the same way.â You look back just in time to see her shoulder fall.
âI get it. I mean we hardly know each other but I really do feel something for you.â Her voice wavers and her eyes well up with tears again.
âHey, Iâm not saying that I couldnât. Letâs try going out a few times and see what happens. I think youâre great Rosie, I just havenât had time to see you like that.â You smile as you see her head shoot up and she looks you in the eye for the first time since you arrived today. Thereâs hope shining through her like a beam and it genuinely makes you happy.Â
Her smile and the way she grabs your hand saying that you wonât regret giving her a chance makes you decide that your decision was correct. I mean who knows whatâs in store for you too. You surely wonât if you never give it a try.
Aye! Happy birthday my dear birthday twin. I hope your day is awesome!
birthday twin! I'm sorry i didn't get to answer and greet you yesterday for our actual birthday đ but thank you so much and i hope you had a great birthday
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Are you still there? I havenât done this in a while. Howâs it hanging? Is that how it goes? Idk anymore. But hey, I hope all of you are doing alright, itâs been a long time since this happened but I hope youâre well. Wishing the best for everyone
If youâre in a tough time, then I hope you can make it through, with help or without. If youâre sad, invite me over, letâs be sad together. If youâre happy, then thatâs super great! Whatever you may be feeling, if youâre ready today, tomorrow, in the middle of the day, at night, afternoon, or in your spare time then I hope you can pull through.
Youâve survived for years now, whatâs a little more?
These arenât specifically for them, just some honorable mentions and people who deserve it c:
Aye, just stopping through to remind you I love your content and I appreciate your consistent kindness. I'm not around much cause I wasn't in a great head space but I always check your blog when I log back in. Keep up the good work and make sure you're taking care of yourself too.
Thank you for the kind words, Kazh, I appreciate it a whole bunch. Iâm going to and from these days. Hope you feel better soon! Lots of loveđ
A/N Yo another short one! This one has some not so subliminal messaging so I hope you like it and please always remember to take care of yourself.
Youâve been distant. This much is true but itâs not like you wanted her to think you were seeing anyone else. The truth is you havenât really felt up to hanging out. Honestly, youâve been kind of MIA as far as most of the people you associate with go. You just didnât feel like it.
Youâve always hated the notion that you needed to check in with people. Granted, you definitely should have at least been checking in with your girlfriend, because Heejin is pretty upset. Not that you would know since you havenât reached out to her yourself once in two weeks. Any contact you had was initiated by the idol and you kept cutting the conversation short, as though youâd rather be doing anything else with your time than talking to the girl that loves you the most.
Heejin finds herself debating on whether to just come see you or not. Your avoidance is hurting her feelings and making her extremely mad all at once.
âHow long are you going to mope around here for Heekie?â Hyunjin nudges her best friend and offers her a small sympathetic smile.
âHow long is she going to act like sheâs single? How could she not call me even once?â Heejin crosses her arms with a pout.
âWhy donât you just go and tell her how youâre feeling? She might not even know sheâs hurting your feelings.â
âUnless, sheâs seeing someone else behind her back.â
They Both look up in surprise to see the owner of the voice is Hyeju. Heejin looks up at her in disbelief as the younger member stares back nonchalantly while drying her hair in a towel, seemingly fresh out of the shower.
âDo you know something or are you just saying that?â Heejinâs voice is low. Dread begins to pool in the pit of her stomach at the suggestion that youâd betray her like that. You wouldnât even dream of it, would you?
âDonât be ridiculous Hyeju. Y/n wouldnât do something like that to Heejin!â
Hyeju shrugs as she discards the towel on her head.
âI mean if sheâs being distant and unresponsive maybe she found someone else. That would be horrible and Iâd murder her but itâs not completely impossible.â
As more time in silence goes on and Heejin stares off into nothingness Hyeju grumbles an apology after Hyunjin shoots daggers through her. Heejin is clearly locked in her own mind trying to process the possibility that you could in fact be seeing someone else. Do you not need her anymore? Has she been replaced.
Eventually, with a lot of coaxing from Hyunjin, Heejin makes her way to your Seoul apartment. She rings your doorbell and gently chews on her bottom lip while waiting for your response. After what feels like hours, you open the door to see your confident girlfriend looking timid and rather small. Her body language speaks for itself. Her arms are crossed around her person, hugging herself, her shoulders hunched in a little. She looks as though sheâs trying to protect herself from you.
You usher her inside and hug her close, finally realizing how much you missed seeing her and having her in your arms. She smells as wonderful as she always does but her arms stay around herself instead of returning your embrace. You release her and give her some space once the tension around her registers. Curiosity takes over you as you watch your girlfriend look around you living space in uncertainty. Like sheâs looking for something different or that shouldnât be there.
Heejin looks up at you with a sad smile and asks if you can sit down and talk. When you both make it to the couch she sits as far away from you as she can. Now itâs really beginning to register that something isnât right.
âLook,â Youâre startled out of your thoughts by her timid voice. âI was thinking maybe we shouldnât see each other anymore.â
Tears fill your vision instantly and your heart rate speeds up significantly enhancing the feeling of dread in your gut. You try to speak but she continues before you can.
âI know youâre probably already seeing someone new so this way you can see them freely.â You sputter in disbelief and begin to get closer and reach out.
âBabe what are you talking about? Iâm not seeing anybody but you, who else could I possibly be interested in but my own girlfriend?â
âWell you never want to see me or talk to me anymore so you must have someone on the side taking all your attention.â Heejin wonât meet your eyes but she doesnât pull away when you grasp her hands in your own.
âHeejin Iâm sorry. I promise you that you are the only one. Now, tomorrow, and the next day. I just havenât been feeling all that well.â Her face grows concerned while listening to you. âIâve just been. Wanting to be alone all day every day. I didnât realize that was hurting you but I shouldâve let you know how I was feeling. But baby having you here right now reminds me of how much Iâve been missing you.
âIs something the matter that you donât want to be bothered?â Her previous unfounded feelings of betrayal are replaced by nothing but worry for you. Her hands come up to carrels your cheeks as she looks in to your eyes trying to find something she canât quite explain with words.
âNo not really. I just needed to decompress away from others for a while. I mightâve got a little carried away though. Like I should probably call my family back now that I think about it.â Your laugh is a little dry now that your emotions have begun to stabilize. But the tears in your eyes fall now that you understand the gravity of the situation. All because of miscommunication you couldâve lost the love of your life.
âI wonât do that again. I canât promise that Iâll never feel like that again but I promise not to shut you out anymore.â
âPlease. I didnât know what to think. Itâs okay to want alone time, I completely get it. Just please let me know when you need that space so my mind wonât stray too far.â
âI promise sweetheart and Iâm really sorry.â
Heejin didnât leave right away. She stayed and talked with you until you decided to cuddle up together and take a nap. There was no way she could really be upset. Everyone needs decompress time and like to have it in their own way. She wishes you wouldâve been more open about it but sheâll always be there for you when you need her.