I can't sleep
This Onision attack shit has me up. All I could think about is I'm screwed because I don't know for sure if I can give evidence of the attack. I really didn't want this attention, I wanted to talk to Onision, maybe discuss is with a few people on OTL and that's it. But Onision wouldn't listen to me and I felt a video was the best way to go. He still isn't listening and I'm known as a liar and attention whore now. It's causing me so much stress.
I love doing my youtube videos, I love giving my opinion and educate about everything. I love doing vlogs and talking to people just like myself.
I don't want this to ruin my youtube life and my personal life if I cannot give out evidence.
I seriously don't know what to do. I feel like I'm stuck in this stupid situation.
And not only that but I'm scared to death of being attacked now.
I'm not asking for sympathy or even for anyone to believe me. I'm just venting. :(
