#monstropunk

Monstropunk: an identity that reclaims and empowers the feelings of being monstrous/disgusting/evil.

Short for "Monstrositypunk"

Ideals:

Love (of all kinds)

Freedom of self and expression

Acceptance and empowerment in negative emotions such as anger, sadness, and fear

Acceptance and empowerment in being mentally ill (especially if you have one of the "scary" mental illnesses that are commonly demonized)

Rejection of societal standards and expectations

Being unashamed of who you are and loving yourself unconditionally

Traditional punk ideals (anti-capitalist, anti-fascism, anti-bigotry)

Flag & Symbol:

Aesthetic: Anything nasty, disgusting, evil, and/or taboo!!! this can be combined with any other aesthetic (i.e. as lovecore or circuscore) while still being monstropunk!!! make it personal to you :o)

Monstropunk is pro:

Minority rights, minorities hating their oppressors

Xenogenders, neopronouns, contradictory labels, alterhumans

Endogenic and plural in general

Healthy anger, healthy spite, healthy negative emotions

Abolishing/defunding the police, abolishing fascism/capitalism

Mental health and mental illness acceptance/awareness

this is an identity that is similar to alterhuman but does not require one to actually identify as inhuman. it is a lifestyle and perspective, as well as an aesthetic!!!

flag and symbol made by @ghostly-blu !!!

im open to any questions or feedback!!!

Nimona from Nimona is an autistic rabiespunk damselpunk monstropunk greypunk diaqueer queerous GNC futch mesque queerfuck queer traumachronal redpinkvior pinkperspesque hotpinkvesi alderpink alderavayn vigelisc vehemini traumarine transoubelical shapeshifthing punque punkthing pinkbodiment namegender modifizique lexemetalslangic instinctant inbissiec ignidesolin hotpinkgender graffitian genderpunk gendermorph genderfuck gender disobedient freelekour fempunk dragonsproutaen chaokleine xenique masculinique feminique genderqueer egogender riougender nonbinary juxera infinin trans shapeshiftgender genderfluid faunafluid fanggender eventian auingender abrogender transpring transolar transfloral simanic selachigender roguian riotgrrrlpunkic punkic punkdragongender girlanachrica firoptican violenatian tridaine archaine transmasculine rozur^2 rebellifemmic rancorie privere panfaunagender omniversian noiribean girlfuck boyfuck girlbeast fagdyke yarosic selfgender vilingender reclingender punkpresentic gncpresentic outherine villaithing villainaesic punkaesic pinkaesic feruvel punkmucomfic punkish dystrofare twistute villaigirl shapeshiftic riotgender rebelish punkingender metalslanglexic gncgender genevaviolic genderdespite florauna bitaffectic anarchogender polymorph age regressor with ADHD, PTSD, BPD, and depression who uses any pronouns and likes it when people use pronouns based on her current appearance, such as using fo/fox when she's a fox, though she doesn't mind when people default to using she/her!

Ballister Boldheart is a canonically disabled autistic veldian sumoureic solunima sorrothing kenochoric phosknightial dusknight blackaesic violaregender lunarboyfriende lunaenic turiknight coverket villidouxic knightswordic knightarmoric knightgender villaivilia blacklunmasc trans man with PTSD and depression who uses he/him, kni/knight, and any archaeopronouns!

His boyfriend Ambrosius Goldenloin is a flamboric femme lavenian phosknightial dawnknight sumoureic solarboyfriende solaic herosavion turiknight knightprince cirromulaian goldaesic goldcrustic goldic goldgender veldifem princian protadouxic knightarmoric knightswordic knightlancic knightgender whitesolmasc lavenderic prettyboy genderqueer rosboy with ADHD and NPD who uses he/him, kni/knight, go/gold, sie/hir, and ey/em pronouns around everyone and is comfortable with those he's close to using she/her!

The three consider each other family!

I think I would have reacted much worse (in terms of anger) if I was in better mindset. It seems I got pretty fucked up with dissociation and unreality to think properly lmao.

Also, no, this is a big deal for me. I've never kept people beside me for more than a month or a bit more, with some exceptions (Like two of my friends rn). I got serious trauma about interacting with people, I have NO idea how to talk, how to interact, so when that happens - of course I would react very badly. Most of the time however it's pure wrath. But when it's someone who I do care about - this is going to break me for week at least. Plus I am not forgetting and pointing out The way I had to educate and develop myself, purely to cope with my environment. I've never been here, I've never encountered people like here. People around me are insensitive and I had to learn to be aggressive, learn to fight with teeth and blood for my self-esteem, why I have no empathy and don't care about anyone, even if I don't want that. I am aggressive even when I don't want to, I hate everyone even if I don't want to, I say what is not necessary even if I don't want to. I can trigger people. Even if I don't want to, and never will.