#monkey keaw

hi monkeys. its been a while since anyone here posted anything. I guess its because all of us are really busy. The poly students are back to school, PT have been working, Shirley (idk whats going on in your life, but you seems so busy that i hardly sees you in whatsapp), Sam in sec school, and its almost o levels. Cass ends work with PT, but she have her own commitments as well. And the always seems free Siva is finally schooling. 

its kinda sad that we are not able to finish our June bucket list, partly because of me, seeing how i have 3 camps, a few meetings and projects and then bam! I am in school already. 

I kinda regret being in the course i am in, and its kinda the first time i regret going through the flow. However, recently, i talked about life with a bunch of people, and someone posed questions about ourselves, making us really think back about the past choices we have made. He asked if we ever regret the choices we made, and when we said yes, he said “but the choices you made leads you to where you are now, and right now, with a bunch of people you love now.” he changes my mindset, and really makes me think back. If I didnt make the choices that I have made, I wouldnt have met the person i kind of like, my poly friends, my awards and the food i ate. (HAHAHA) 

It was then i realised that I am actually happy. the fact that I have something to stress about is considered a luxury because there are children in the world who are unable to receive education and they probably deserves it more than myself. So, i should treasure my opportunities and the things I had and stop crying over things I dont have. I should appreciate what I have. However, these are the things that is hard to change and will probably take times, and it can be as long as a month, even years. Even when i have changed, there will definitely be times where I will complain and want a lot of things. 

XOXO,

PLEASE UPDATE OKAY. 

PEACE OUT

XOXO,

It's a hectic week already, and I did nothing, I have nothing done, hence this is an even more hectic week. What's more is that I have Open House duty for all 3 days, and one of my graded assignment is to write an article about Open House and I need 3 interviews BOOHOOOHOOO. 

Oh, lesson is starting, ciao~

XOXO,

Merry Christmas everyone! It is finally the day of the secret santa exchange and I think the person who I am giving it to, should be really happy because I really went all out to get it, and spend over the budget. So you, better appreciate it okay! Can't wait for the bbq though, and I swear I make sure I ate alot of those chickens HAHAHAHAHA. Played Mad Father again, and I was devastated. I did not trigger something, and it does not allow me to trigger the true ending with the special cutscene. But no worries, I will try again tmr, and I swear I will get it right. Basically, like what Siva said, Siva is my gaming buddy in Monkeys, and no worries, I have other gaming buddies. *smirks*. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

XOXO, 

I came back from my camp and I saw a story based on me and my sister. LOLS. Anyway, the camp is really fun! Totally unexpected. I really enjoyed myself there. Make lots of close friends in a course of 4 days, even guys. The realization is that I made friends that are older than me faster than I did with friends with the same age as me. 

xoxo, 

WHY WHY WHY? YET AGAIN, THEY TOLD ME TO GO DOWN TO GET SOMETHING FOR MY GRANDPA. WTS. LAST TIME WAS MY AUNT. NOW MY GRANDPA. :( I really need some rest. I am getting so tired that I didn't bother going lunch everyday, because I am so tired. I don't even care if my stomach growled. Sighs. :( So sad. 

XOXO,