he doesn’t need to be a smart man to figure out kasumi wanted to talk to him when she came over . in fact , he doesn’t need to think at all when it comes to what’s on her mind . the redhead has always been that type of person , always so open , always easy to read . though the nervousness she shows him is out of her usual character , goro refrains himself from commenting anything before she starts talking . there’s nothing suspicious about her . he trusts her . he loves her . or at least , he has to constantly remind himself that .
it’s when kasumi starts talking that goro finally realizes that he doesn’t know how to feel all this while . the emptiness he felt from her approach was dread , he knows , because he knew she carries a revelation that may change whatever peacefulness they had together . and he was scared of it . ❝ kasumi. ❞ he starts , cutting her off between her quiet apology in lieu of the pat on her head . the name’s stuck on his tongue when he says it ; that’s not her name , is it ?
for a name , the aftertaste’s awfully bitter .
❝ ---sumire. ❞ he clarifies after a pause since it’s about time he gets used to her real identity . one that he has no idea about . ❝ it’s alright . you don’t have to push yourself in front of me . ❞ the disgust in his throat wells up when he says that , but he quells it . his smile’s still sincere . just for her . just for her . ❝ will you show your true self in front of me from now on ? ❞ silly question . will he trust that the self she shows in front of him is real ? what a horrifying feeling . still , his smile is real , calming , meant to quiet whatever anxiety she has about telling him . because he loves her . he can’t lose her .
❝ if so , that’s all i need . ❞
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