#mole removed

I have had this mole on my butt all my life.  I began to notice it changing so i got it removed in January. It never really healed properly and almost immediatly turned a blackish color almost like it grew back. I didn't worry too much until I showed my mom (she was in town from Michigan last weekend) and she said it didn't look right and I should go have them take it off again.

SO, this morning my mole was removed again and the Dr. seemed really worried that it came back since the pathology report said it was non-cancerous the first time it was taken off. He kept saying they could have been wrong: prepare for it to be melanoma,  big chunk has to be taken out if it is, and do I have insurance?

Hold up!!!! I say, there is no way I am preparing myself for the worst and worrying about that. I am just trusting the Lord that it comes back normal. I mean moles can grow back, right?

 Well that's been my morning so far. So i have a bandage on my ass and it's still numb so it isn't hurting yet.  Keep me in your prayers if you would.