I GET IT! She's called lorde but it's still pronounced lord - it's like in French where you add only the ending '-e' to some words to make them feminine but the pronunciation doesn't change

discopolo keeps me young tbh

I'm glad to say I don't feel shitty at the moment. It's not like I'm all cheer and stuff but... I just watched something that reminded me of how sad I was the time I first saw it and I can't really relate to that emotional state anymore. I don't know how long it's gonna last but I should be happy about it, right?

So... I get 99% of asmr experience from my left ear. And that very ear is also sensitive to low tones(?) - like when I hear snoring or someone speaking very low on headphones it feels like my eardrum is going to blow up (while right ear is perfectly fine with it). And I was wondering if those things are connected somehow..? I'd love to find out if anyone's in a similar situation/experiencing something similar to what I've described.