#mod fischl

I have returned.

Masterpost

i havent been here for a few days so hi, i have exams next week, save me - shads (⛓️🦔💎)

yeah sorry lemme just ramble for a second. uh so in canon I was a monster, I worked for horrible capitalist people for their own profit, I killed in a twisted game show at the direction of myself, to entertain the audience. but part of me also remembers being small, being so grateful to that which made me for this purpose, loving my trio of monstrous killers, and playing our game with a smile. and maybe they weren't even my friends. I see Henry destroyed by my hands, begging, and I see myself, the 'Real' me, as what he is, a controlling lunatic. but we were friends. but we loved our creators, but we loved each other, I think anyway. I can't argue with canon, I don't want to argue with my memories. but seeing how I acted in the source, from the perspective of the rat in my maze... it's hard. all I can do is move on, but some weird part of me misses when I could just be a monster with no morals and not have to worry about whether anything was really true, whether what I did was right.

Oh boy