me when im the eldest daughter with two brothers and a dead mother and an abusive father and i'm the head of my unit and im the responsible one and im the one who has to keep everything together and in order and correct and perfect and i was raised catholic and i still cling to it but only when i'm so afraid i don't know where else to turn and i wear the cross around my neck but everyone who knows me seems surprised when they remember that its there. and when i watched a trans girl find herself i cried. anyway















