#mmmmmmmhmmmm

Oh gods YES.

And I will scream his name until my throat won’t let me anymore 🥵

    “listen, it’s really no big deal. some people get bombed but a lot of people just pop aspirin or allergy pills into the bowl—so just chill, have some fun.” octavia assured, hand sliding down clarke’s arm. since starting college this pharm party wasn’t the first one she’d attended. she found out about them through jasper back in october and because it was so cheap for a sometimes wild night out with a twist of a surprise the parties happened in a warehouse not too far away from campus monthly. octavia went as often as she could.

   maybe it’s not the brightest idea to bring clarke along to this one. she’s only just slowly dipping her toes into the parties but the younger blake was going out tonight. and she couldn’t stand the idea of clarke spending ANOTHER night in their dorm room torturing herself over jake’s death. clarke needed this. just one night of distractions.

   emerald hues raked over the blonde, brows lifting as she waited for clarke’s decision. octavia had already plopped two pills ( some from her adderall stash ) for their entry. all clarke had to do was walk through the gate. just decide to not be the grieving girl for a night. “c’mon clarke, what’s the worst that’s gonna happen?” octavia took a step towards her, gaze briefly drifting over her to the line of party goers behind her. “you get a small buzz and remember you’re only nineteen for a night?” shoulders lifted into a halfhearted shrug, “it’s just one night.”

*hugs back* @thewayoutis-through tagged me to send out some hugs, so here goes!

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