#mmarch

I hope tomorrow is better.

It's Jason's birthday. 24. I came home, and at exactly midnight, I wished him a happy birthday, kissed him, and hugged him. I then went to grab the cake I made him, the lighter and walked back to the bedroom with him. Sitting down, he goes, "I knew it!" (What a smart ass. 💗) Now because I forgot about candles, my mother gave me long match sticks instead. But brilliant I put too many on the cake, so lighting them in time was a challenge. I ended up doing half and half, giving him two wishes. Close enough. (😔) I asked if he wanted any, and he said no. A little sad, I nodded and smiled through it. Putting it away, I came back in the bedroom. He looked at me and said he was going to play his video game with his brother and friends online for a bit, though I'm not sure how long that'll be. Again, a little sad, I smiled and nodded. But the wave of sadness hit me again, and I lost my thoughts in my head as I stared at the tapestry on our wall. /He doesn't want it. It wasn't good enough. He didn't like it. Etc. Etc./ He noticed, somehow, and leaned over to me. Catching my attention, he pulled me down for a kiss. A quick one, I thought, which was his normal. But it wasn't. It was long. Long and deep, yet soft. But long. The longest kiss we've had in a long time. He thanked me for what I've been doing at the apartment, for the cake, for the packed bowl I was going to give him next. (I'd packed that prior to midnight.) My heart fluttered. It felt nice. I could have cried if I'd given into myself. I love him. I do.

My hand was still without the glove, but I thought why not.

damnit.. Apple event not loading (yet?), haven't seen it so avoiding social media ;} #Apple #event #mMarch #2016 #damnit

Marichat is just too adorable but sinful. Cats want attention, Mari. Leave that phone.

Also, new episode is asgsdgdfkhjfkl. Ladrien is becoming more sin. And not even slowly!

He’s got some big and pretty eyes. And his eyebrows are so cute xD

Her shoes = me wants. Also, perspective is super wrong for sure. But she’s cute at least. -3-