#mlrelated

I was going to wait to get the exact diagnosis, but I feel like I need to say it here so you all know. I am updating very, very, slow. The reason why you may not see updates currently is because all... of my joints are in severe pain. It hurts my fingers and wrists to write. My brain is foggy and all of my body is popping and hurting and a wreck. I hobble everywhere due to everything being stiff. I'm also extremely... exhausted. I got more blood tests today to rule out all... types of arthritis, among rare diseases, and also autoimmune disorders. If this isn't it... then it's looking into fibromyalgia. Currently, that is my Dr's worse case scenario. My mom has RA and autoimmune disorders, so we're checking those primarily first. I'm hurting and if you have read Unwanted Ring or any of my disability stories... I'm feeling Adrien. I've gone through moments of crying, frustration, and annoyance because I've had to relearn how to do simple things. Like... stirring food while making dinner.... opening a EOS lip balm... opening my son's fruit snacks... opening water... popping wrists from grabbing my phone or blanket or anything... Nothing is making the pain stop. I also suffer from migraines and light sensitivities. So updates are slow. I'll know next week if it's any of those things, hopefully. I'm okay. I know it'll get better. We're starting the journey to fixing my body. LMAO