#miyoii

bada let out a sigh at the sight in front of her—yn laid passed on her desk, papers everywhere and her cup of coffee placed dangerously beside her. “i swear to god that i’m living with a fucking animal.” bada muttered as she glanced disappointedly at her girlfriend.

she walked towards yn and carefully shook her shoulder, placing the cup away from her. “baby wake up, you’ll hurt your back.” bada said softly, only to receive a groan as a response.

sighing, bada slipped her arms under yn’s knees and torso and carried her bridal style towards their shared bedroom. where she tuck her girlfriend under the covers. bada took in the sight of her—how her long hair perfectly frames her face, her plump lips is formed into a cute pout, her button nose, and how her long eyelashes completes her feature.

“so pretty..” bada muttered as she moved a piece of hair out of her face. yn stirred around, making bada pull away from her and looked at the lamp shade instead.

“what are you doing?” yn asked as she opened her eyes finding her girlfriend next to her. “i find the color interesting.” bada said, a failed attempt to keep it cool.

“mhmm..” yn hummed looking at her weirdly, “if you’re done being in love with the lamp shade could you sleep with me already.” she turned the other away. “okay baby..”

turning away from the light coming through the window, bada stretches her hand outwards to pull her partner close to her, only to reach thin air. furrowing her eyebrows, she opened her eyes to find an empty spot next to her.

groaning, she sat up looking around the space to find her girl, only to find herself in the room.

slipping on her slippers, she opened the bedroom door to be greeted by the smell of delicious food and the sizzling noises coming from the kitchen. walking towards the noise, bada found the person she was yearning for earlier.

going towards the figure, she hugged her from behind and nuzzled her face on the girl’s neck.

“good morning baby.” yn greeted as she mixes the fried rice around the pan, “good morning..” bada said in her morning voice. staying like that for a few minutes, the two basked in the comfort of each other, regenerating their love battery.

they love moments like this, not thinking or worrying of anything, just being close to each other made everything in life seems like a blur.

the tense atmosphere in the house hasn’t left even if the heated argument has been finished few hours ago.

bada laid on their bed, filled with thoughts that kept her up the whole night, not even getting an ounce of sleep in her system.

she doesn’t even know if she could finish today’s filming without passing out, yet is still her job so she doesn’t have a choice but to attend the shooting for swf..the only problem is—bada’s going to see her there.

bada sat in the front row, heart beating faster than ever. she couldn’t hear what was happening around her, she was looking at the top of the stairs, getting nervous by the second.

tatter noticed how out of it their leader was making her worried, “bada, you okay? you look tense.” she whispered to her, not wanting the others to hear.

“yeah i’m good..” she said softly, yet her face says it all. team bebe were silent as they waited for the other teams to be complete. bada looked at her fingers, where their promise ring was placed as her mind goes elsewhere.

as her thoughts starts pilling in, footsteps were heard coming down the stairs next to them. looking up, bada saw the woman who she was desperately wanting to run after.

yn clinged onto kirsten’s arm, her thick black eye glasses shining from the light. “you doin’ fine girl?” kirsten asked as she saw bada looking at them from the corner of her eye, “mhmm.” yn hummed as she felt eyes on her.

bada continued to look at jam republic as they sat on their section beside them. she noticed the way yn sat in the far right away from her, making her sigh.

the shoot goes on, the tense atmosphere coming from the competitiveness of each group didn’t sit well with bada especially seeing yn has been silent and secluded for the whole time they were there.

the only reaction she has seen from her was when yn smiled at her team mates when they were called out for a challenge, that was it.

even bada hasn’t said a word, which wasn’t really surprising, yet the rest of team bebe sat down in silence as well. every team could feel the tense atmosphere coming from them, even jam republic.

“i feel like i’m going to puke.” emma whispered to latrice, “like—what’s up with the atmosphere, its more tense than usual.” the sub-leader replied back. “well, i have a feeling that i know why..” kirsten said to the two, as her eyes went from yn to bada.

“okay everyone! let’s take a quick break, be back at 12pm sharp!”

as everyone starts to stand up and stretch, bada heads over to jam republic. making eye contact with the team before grabbing one of their youngest members’ hand and dragging her towards the hallway.

as they reach bebe’s room, the jam republic member pulled her hand away from bada’s. “what the hell are you doing?” yn asked furiously as she stared at bada. “we need to talk yn.”

“talk about what? how you went behind my back? how you fucking compared me to that lying son of a bitch?” she asked, eyes becoming glassy.

bada took a deep breath, she didn’t know what to do. for the past 2 years, this was the only moment she couldn’t think of anything to resolve her mistake.

seeing her staying silent, yn took it as a sign to go. as she turned around to leave, the words coming out of bada’s mouth torn them both apart.

“i don’t think we should continue..us anymore.”

leaning back on her seat, yn looked around the place. “why do i feel like we would be wrestling shit..” she whispered in audrey’s ear. “at least you know what’s going on, i can’t understand nothin” audrey replied making the girl beside her giggle.

“psst yn, that girl with a towel on her head keeps on looking at you.” latrice whispered on top of them. yn took a quick glance at bebe’s section, finding bada staring right at her. yn bit her lip and turned her body fully to audrey to face away from her.

seeing yn’s reaction, bada clicked her tounge, smirking. “stop intimidating the poor thing.” cheche said beside her, who watched the whole exchange. “hmm, i didn’t do anything.” bada shrugged her shoulders with a mischievous expression. “yeah, and we all believe you.” lusher sarcastically commented while rolling her eyes.

“okay everyone, let’s take a break!” a producer said through the mic.

“oof, finally. my back is killing me.” yn said as she stood up stretching, “you’re just getting old girl.” ling laughed as she poked her side. “say’s the one who’s going 30 soon.” yn teased as she goes down the section they were sitting at hurriedly, not wanting to face ling’s wrath. “oh shit- she got you good.” kirsten laughed while she held back ling who was about to go after yn. “that little-“

yn stood in-front of the mirror in the bathroom as she fixed the pins on her hair. as she leaned down to get another piece, she felt hands circling her waist.

already knowing who it was just by the perfume, she let out a small hum. “hmm, we’re still working love.” yn replied making the girl hugging her pout, “we’re on break it doesn’t count.”

“still, we’re in the studio bada. we talked about this.” yn reminded, only to make bada more pouty, “just let me be~ its been tough not to see my girlfriend for weeks you know.”

“it’s been two weeks love, two weeks. and half of the time you call me.”

“and before i even get to start to talk with you, you’re already asleep.” bada whined, “sometimes i wonder if i’m dating a pre-schooler.” yn said as she rolled her eyes finally finishing her hair, she turned to face her tall girlfriend who was frowning down at her, making yn click her tongue. “i’ll make it up to you after the shoot i promise.”

bada smiled after that, giving you a peck on your lips.

“you promise?”

“mhm, i promise..even if you look like a baby gangster.”

“could you just stop?”

for the past few days, their apartment felt empty. even with two people live in it, filled with cherished memories they would never forget. the empitiness it held didn’t go by unnoticed.

yn sighed for tenth time that day. this week has been hectic for her. leaving the house early in the morning and arriving way past midnight was starting to get to her. good thing they had a few days off of filming, yet she doesnt seem to enjoy it as much as she thought she would.

well, how could she. the person she was yearning to spend time for the past week has been going in and out of the house. she couldn’t even greet her a good morning or good night, heck, they don’t even say ‘i love you’ anymore.

yn tried to keep it in, thinking that her girlfriend is trying to make up from the lost of time with her friends. but this day was the last straw for her. yn didn’t even get to spend the break with the love of her life, now they have to go back to their gruesome schedule by tomorrow.

looking at the clock, it was 1:30 am midnight. the couple needs to leave in a few hours, but yn’s girlfriend is still yet to be seen. she was about to give up on waiting for her, until she heard the sound of the door being unlocked. hearing footsteps getting close by, yn let out one last breath before greeting her, “where have you been?”

the figure stood by the entrance of their living room, “out.” she responded shortly. “its past midnight, we have shooting in a few hours bada.” yn said, keeping herself cool.

“can’t i take a breather for a moment? this past few days haven’t been easy.” bada replied while sighing, “did you think it was easy for me, huh?” “what?” she asked looking at you with furrowed eyebrows.

“bada we have a four day break, and during those days i haven’t even gotten to spend time with you. you’re always out!” yn replied getting irritated, “god yn. not everytime we have to be together, i have a life outside too.”

“am i not part of that life bada? am i not that important to my girlfriend that i’m here begging on my knees for her to give me attention?”

“no, its not like that-“

“then why?! why am i awake at 1am waiting for you to come home? bada…all i want for you is to be with me. that is all i want from you.” yn said standing up, as her voice getting weaker from all of the emotions pilling in.

“why are you so fucking needy.” bada scoffed, too blinded by her own emotions to control her senses, “even jiyu wasn’t this clingy, and she stays at home every fucking day while i’m out working!” she said without thinking.

yn stared at her in disbelief, before letting out a pained laugh. “wow! after all this time bada, you’re bringing up jiyu now? don’t tell me you still love her-“

“i don’t love her yn!”

“are you seeing her then?” bada looked at you silently, not answering. that was all you needed as an answer. a tear fell down from your eyes before you wiped it away and walked past bada towards the front door.

“wait yn-“ bada tried to call her but it was too late, yn shutted the door with a loud bang, and went out, only carrying her wallet and keys.

bada messed her hair in frustration as she sat down at their couch, “why do you always have to mess things up.” she talked to herself before a sob broke its way into the space they once filled memories in.

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