you come into MY inbox with ur horrible, horrible messages. i trusted you. i thought i was ur friend. above all else, i thought YOU cared for ME. was i wrong? do i over analyze the true nature of my relationships? in about two months, we will have known each other for a year. an entire YEAR. and this is how i’m treated. with messages of beans on toast. what if this was the final straw, huh? what then? what if i were to succumb to my horrid distaste’s regarding these beans on toast of which you so severely, desperately adore yet i completely detest, only to be met with a vile reaction that no man has yet laid witness to before? what then? what shall you make of me then, one whom i once considered a close companion? do you truly believe yourself to be allowed into the heavenly gates upon your departure when this is the kind of psychological torment that you put me through, day in and day out? how much longer can i take… that, i am unsure.
anyway love u bestie












