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❝ headcanon edition, accepting who are you most comfortable around?what makes you get out of bed in the morning? 

+  TW :  MURDER, DEATH, ASPHYXIATION ( STRANGULATION )

        the boar writhes beneath him:  lips blue, neck surely to bruise in ten streaks.  it thrashes one, two, three times before sinking back into the mattress.  its breath wavers, its gaze glazes over, but he knows this is not surrender.  with the bit of strength it has, its grip tightens on his forearm, and the corners of its mouth widen to a devilish grin.  the boar then whispers its final words:  a wheezed and wounded i like your eyes.

        it wants to taunt.

        so be it.

        he leans down next to its ear, smirk tugging on his own lips, and breathes a cruel farewell:  “what a shame, i don’t like yours.”  he draws up then, and in the same motion, lifts its neck ever so slightly before driving it back into mattress, hard.  the grin fades, as does the twinkle of amusement in the boar’s eyes.

        disgusting.

        to be so accepting of death, to hold no fear in one’s gaze.

        he climbs off the lifeless body, his feet hitting the ground with a soft thud.  and that’s when he hears it:  another thud.  and another, and another.  shit, the bitch is early.

        the knob turns.

        he slinks into space behind the door, his eyes narrowing.  if he takes the bitch out, then it’ll be evident that there’s a third party involved in the murder.  that’s risky.  but it’s also risky to show his face.  there’s absolutely no where he can hide in a split second, so he makes his decision.

        the door creaks open.

        he’s quick.  the moment he catches glimpse of the intruder, he grabs their shoulder and shoves them against the wall, kicking the door close in the process.  his left hand hastily collects their wrists, pinning them firmly against the spine, as his right reaches up to keep their forehead pressed hard into the wall.  and it’s only then, when his body’s slotted against their back to hold them in place, does he realize it’s a guy.

        his grip tightens.

        “i’m only going to say this once.  i will let you go, but you will stay in this position.  if you move, if you make one sound, i will slit your throat.  understood?”

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs:  implied sex, asphyxiation ( choking )

𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐁𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐍𝐄𝐑 ?

        he wants to say that he hasn’t given this much thought, but truth is, he has—at least, to some degree.  it’s a collection of ‘not this’ and ‘yes that’ experiences he has amassed over the last several years, and when assessing them, it becomes quite clear that he does have a particular type of personality he’s drawn to.

        age fifteen.  he made his way through the corridors of his new home, his eyes prickling the floor, brow furrowed in deep thought.  that’s when he ran into her – shoulder to shoulder, hard.  he didn’t apologize;  she made him.  later on, an auntie with a frivolous matchmaking streak pulled some strings to have them train together.  he kicked her ass, then she kicked his.  he decided he liked that.

        “not too weak, but not too strong.  a challenge.”

HEADCANON MEME: Accepting! 

46. do you believe in love at first sight?

Hani scoffs. She held herself back from laughing at the other’s face, thinking it’s rude to do so but the question was beyond stupid. There’s no such thing as love at first sight according to scientific studies. But the law of attraction could be considered to justify the actions of a person who says they fell in love at first sight with another. She didn’t want to use any technical terms that would complicate the discussion so she takes her moment of silence, sips her coffee to calm herself down from giving a shitty answer to such dumb question. 

“No.” Her reply was short but the silence that followed it says more than she could actually tell anyone at this point. “Don’t you think it’s just something we want to believe in? Like a fairytale or movie moment as an escape from reality. Falling in love, at first sight, means you fell for someone’s looks rather than their personality or who they really are as a person. That’s not love. I may not know to a full extent or understand what love really is but I believe it is nothing but attraction.”

“I believe in attraction at first sight though. But love at first sight? Nope. That’s stupid.”

10. would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Would she? Hani wasn’t sure. She doesn’t even remember who she last kissed. She must’ve been shit drunk that time. 

“Wait.” Raising a hand and frowning at the other’s question. “What kind of kiss are we talking about?” There were and will always be different kinds of kisses. Many of which can be categorized. “Because I don’t remember who that dude was.” Thank you, vodka. “But if you’re talking about cheek kisses or affectionate ones, I might?” The person she kissed then comes into mind. Who is the lucky guy? It’s no other than Min. The person she’s been flirting with around for a while now. 

“I mean, why not? Min is an attractive guy. Don’t tell him that though he probably knows it already and I don’t want to inflate his already huge ego.” Groaning and rolling her eyes at the thought of the smiling Min inside her head. He’s cute but annoying as hell. Thank God he’s cute. If not, she might’ve smacked him on the forehead unconscious. “It’s not like we made out or anything.” Why was she clarifying this? “It was just a peck.” Getting defensive? “On the cheek.” Pointing on her cheek and clearing her throat to finish off the conversation. Too much info, Hani. Bad move.

11. do you like bubble baths?

“Back then I didn’t. It was a waste of water. It was a luxury I couldn’t afford for a long time, really.” The amount of water one would waste for a mere bubble bath was already about the equivalent of a day or two water consumption in their old household. Including washing the dishes and for taking a bath. It depends on the size of the tub that one would use to soak their bodies in. It can fit up to three days. The bigger the tub, the more water needed. 

“Now I still think it’s an actual waste of water.” Old habits die hard. That’s something that she can honestly tell people. “Especially with having the same mindset as I’ve had since I was young but to be quite honest with you, I do like a good bubble bath every once in a while. It’s a good way to relax and just calm me down. Though, I must say I honestly don’t blame those who don’t actually like or enjoy bubble baths.” It is indeed a waste of water. People having a ME mindset can be quite harmful to the environment, only catering to their needs and not considering the needs of others. 

“But yeah, from time to time I do like having bubble baths and drinking wine. It’s great with good music in the background and a book too if you feel like it.”

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