Jul 12, 2019
back home mood is crying EVERY night at precisely 4am for EVERY reason i can possibly think of
#.#so far ive cried over#tv shows#my old copybooks with like drawings and stuff#thoughts about my hometown#missing ****#missing moscow#just. being here is like. you have a knife in your chest for the next 10 days. deal with it#if i didnt have a ticket back to msk and upcoming 3 weeks in sweden i would literally go full bitch crazy#i dont know how ive managed 17 years here
