#missedchances

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An this is why I limit my alcohol intake around certain people! . . . At least then I can wake up without that gut wrenching inner turmoil feeling of instant regret and embarrassment! (especially as I’m quite bad at reading people so am probably way off base anyways) . . This is one thing I need improve upon as regret at not taking the chance often means you miss your shot. An life, life should be lived without regret...better start making some self improvements! . . . #regretnothing #missedchances #needtospeakup #ptsdsurvivor #historymakesitdifficulttoknow #damnithyper #probablywayoffbase #shouldhavesaidsomethingearlier https://www.instagram.com/p/BpxnqCthVWI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1s2whqksnqg2a

The girl I've loved for many moons is getting married. Finally. I'm so happy for her. I can't wait to attend. I bought myself a pretty dress. I've been poring over plane tickets. I've been begging, borrowing, stealing(ok not really stealing) trying to get the time and money together. But damn, I wish I had kissed her when I had the chance.

Frank Cryzinsky had spent the most part of his life sitting in his chair, unable to let go of a moment he had once experienced, the most perfect moment, with a beautiful stranger. An ephemeral moment that had felt like it could have lasted a lifetime. He felt that he had let pass the one shining opportunity to have had a chance at happiness, and his whole perfect life had fleetingly passed by him along with that beautiful stranger. Desperately clinging to a fragmented concept of a life that may have been, he had set up the projector and replayed that moment through his memories, continuously on repeat for 30 years, hoping in his constructed delusional reality that holding on to that memory will somehow alter the state of his current existence, extending and stretching thin that brief feeling of happiness. All the while, the memory slowly fades and he forgets to live in this present reality…

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I've seen you for the past two weeks straight everyday. In the hallway, the pantry, elevator even in the midst of people at the mall. I was thinking of why our eyes meet but refuses to smile. Then I started to have an imaginary dream for both of us (not really intimate but as close friends at work) that could make us good friends for real, I mean really... for real. We will have conversations that could make us laugh, agree or even argue at each others insights. Yeah, I did that, creating a possible future for us. And then.. this happened, so sudden. You just went away, left me behind those glass doors that separates us from our personal world. The only place where I could be with you with people we worked with. Where we could meet our eyes even without a smile. That tiny chance I'm holding up faded away just like that. And I realized, it's only me then. But what if I smiled at you that day, what if I asked you "hey, your ------- right.?" Or maybe "hey, good to see you again." Is it possible that our paths will crossed each lines.? I know for sure there is something behind those "meeting-of-the-eyes" thing were in. But life got something that we can't hold up for long, it always have to leave. I'm writing this because my thoughts couldn't contain what my mind is screwing up to and I just have to put it all in words that I know can help me express what was there that must have been said long before everything happened. Anyways, I guessed this can be all good. Thanks for the memories bud! Even if its only on me. 😒