#missdoingthis

You know I play this online game called

Counter Strike

All the time

Every week…

I’m sorry, everyday

It’s my addiction

I’m talking hours of gameplay

There’s just one issue

I suck at it….

Well maybe not that bad….

Nope never mind no I’m terrible

But that’s ok

Cuz you see I’m going to prove myself

Did you know I memorized every map

Like the back of my hand

There isn’t a place, spawn point, bomb spot

That I don’t know

And I know every trick and every trap in the book

And I still fall into every single one of them

But its ok you see I’m going to prove myself

I like to take the game and rework it to my own vision

Creating my own ideas and creations onto

The screen

To show the world what I am capable of

And I still can’t seem to win

But it’s ok I’m going to prove myself

I’m more than determined

Every time I play

I scan the screen

Visualizing every detail and plan

In hopes to one day be the victor

And not the one sitting outside

Watching from the spectators seats

Cuz you see that rapid banging of that

Virtual machine gun

Matches the determination

That flows through my heart and through my veins

I’m sorry

You must be asking yourself right now

Why?

Why continue to play if you’re so bad?

Well

From face value you are right

What’s the point?

Well, when you’ve grown up without a father

Simply because you disappointed him

It becomes your goal to prove him wrong

Your look says it all

You’re looking at me telling me

That it isn’t real

That it’s just a game

Or that I am insane

Well you know what

I’ve seen more truth in the virtual world

Then I ever did in the real one

You see one day

I going to make these games

To tell the world

To get over here

To open my kingdom hearts to everyone

To protect my princcess peach even if

She gets kidnapped a 100 times

To take this journey to tell everyone

That everyone can be a hero

In any way they can

That not everyone that wonders is lost

So would you kindly

Sit back down before I get my online clan

And merk you like the noob you are

This is my world

This is my destiny