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Due to being emotionally neglected by her biological parents and being abused by her biological father in the process, Emi’s mental state deteriorated tenfold and made her “unsafe” to be around. But as an elementary schooler (12), she didn’t exhibit any abnormalities in mental health as she was unnaturally good at masking in social situations. Emi was still seen as an oddball by most kids at her elementary school for a multitude of unjustifiable reasons. this lead to her getting severely bullied up until middle school (14), when she dropped out of school completely and stood inside with her biological parents who had turnt down every opportunity to help or acknowledge Emi when she was being hurt. Emi stayed an outcast for years both willingly and forcibly by her parents due to the fact that she had grown way too unstable after everything that had happened; she was considered unsafe to be around and a general threat to anyone who she deemed “better than her” , she saw these people as a threat in terms of personality or other aspects. what really stood out about her developing personality was the fact that, although she had been bullied by both boys and girls equally, she grew a strong hatred—or more accurately, fear—toward girls and woman alike. this probably stemmed from not her being bullied for anything in general, but for her “looks” and “mannerisms” which lead to her being constantly harassed, poked fun at, and backstabbed by most girls at her old school. Her hatred for boys on the other hand is more subtle despite being equally bullied by them, this hatred is brushed off as “stubborness”, and Emi’s views on boys and males will differentiate depending on the situation..

eventually, Emi’s parents had fled to a new home in order to feel “safer” and left Emi at their old home—the one she chose to isolate in. pity money was left for Emi so she could survive on her own although not entirely knowing how without having to resort to violence or deprecation of some type when encountering the outside world. This had consequently affected her chances of potential relationship with other people—platonic or romantic, due to basically steering or straight up scaring people away with her antics.

Although Emi was scared out of basic human interaction, she usually finds opportunities to compete with and degrade people to boost her own lost confidence, which she refuses to let go despite everything. Emi is stuck up on being the best, and being seen in a way that doesn’t lead to her getting “hurt” like before and will do anything just to prove that she is “worth something” if not everything at that given moment.

Facts:

Emi has OSDD-1b, which wasn’t diagnosed until she turned 16, but was only fully recognized in another universe (HSG) when she turns 20. She has two alters, one being Belligerence or simply “B”, and the other being Indifference who doesn’t appear until her HSG years. B had been and still is a present Prosecutor in Emi’s mind since 15. Belligerence usually harms Emi herself, along with other people outside of Emi’s system—this usually leads to Emi getting hurt or told off by other people consequently. Indifference keeps Emi out of trouble so she doesn’t hurt herself or anybody else—this is done by heavy isolation. Emi also has a third alter which is just the happier child version of herself (Emimin), but she never really appears as much as B or Indifference.

Emi was in only one relationship with somebody, but the relationship didn’t last due to concerns for her mental health and her former partner’s. The two are still friends, but a little more distant.

Emi has conduct disorder—and was diagnosed around the time Belligerence had developed—this is held mostly by B. she exhibits narcissistic traits and is an onset borderline (diagnosed at 16).

Emi was adopted by Ren and Misona (succusona) months after she was left to live in solitude; her named was changed from Emi Houhou to Emi Höek.