Wildcats (Part XXXV)
XXXV. The rules of the game
MASTERLIST
Summary: The wolves are inside the hen house
Pairing: Daryl Dixon x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Zombie apocalypse AU, living dead, zombies, guts, blood, guns, kissing, THE SANCTUARY AND EVERYTHING THAT COMES WITH IT, meaning âslaveryâ, torture, involuntary imprisonment, hard labour, work for safety, coercion for sex, smut! unprotected sex, might miss some important warnings, but you know what this is about
+18, MINORS DNI
Notes: Sorrytfort he delay!
You didn't know this version of Daryl, you were trying hard to learn it, but⊠it was difficult, he was turning a bit unpredictable.
After that first day, he left you in the room and went to get food, and came back just as it was getting dark, he didnât say much, and you didnât push him, you just wanted to know what was on his mind, what had happened in those hours in which they took him back and then they took you the very next day.
But no luck
Did he resent you? Were you his liability? Did he agree to turn into one of Neganâs soldiers because of you? to protect you? that very thought made your chest squeeze in guilt, he was this wild person, so beautiful and free, and you had helped to put a chain around his neck, you were keeping him lockedÂ
You remembered what he told you that night, at the welcome to Alexandria party
That he was an outdoor cat, a wild cat
And now⊠not anymore, that had put a collar around his neck.
You felt guilty, especially since he made no attempt to strike a conversation with you for the rest of the day -which wasnât much, as it was getting dark-.
He didnât miss the opportunity to fuck you then too, this time after he got rid of all his clothes, and took you softly against the matressÂ
The very next morning you woke up as he was getting ready to leave the room, putting on his vest
âWhat is going on?â, you asked himÂ
âIâm needed for somethin, stay here âright?â, and he left after giving you a quick peck on the lips.
You did as you were told and stayed put inside that room, he went out to get food and came back promptly,just to leave you again.
You got dressed and put some order around, Negan had given you the courtesy of grabbing some things before he took you, so you put on some jeans and a shirt, and just, you hang around, you read a book, you searched around the entire room, you found everything you could need in a small apartment, which was so weird and foreign.Â
And then⊠Darylr returned at nightfall.Â
âHey! what happened?â, he didnât say a thing, he threw himself over you and kissed you hungrily.Â
Then he fucked you, without even saying a word, and its not like you dindât want him back, you did, you desired him as much as he did you and you felt guilty for putting him in this situation, so you dindât complain, you didnât even ask him to âtake precautionâ either, and you also, didnât care.Â
When you looked back youâd think you were an idiot, but when Daryl was over you, touching everywhere and kissing all he could reach, you didnât even thought about it.Â
He would bring you food, and after every meal, he would take you, and then he went off to do Negan knows what, and then he came back at sundown, and then the next morning he repeated all again
It went on for five days.
You never left the room, you had a bathroom in there, so you didnât need to, you sometimes would open the door and look up and down the corridor, but it only gave you cruel reminders of your time here as a prisoner.
Well, your first time as a prisoner.
So you really appreciated Darylâs hyperactive sex drive, because if he werenât there to put your mind off of things, youâd be having a really, really hard time.
Sometimes when you woke up in the middle of the night you saw the wall in such similar colors as the one they kept you in you jumped on the bed, Daryl grabbed you, hugged you tightly half asleep and normally you would go back to sleep in his arms, knowing you were⊠safer⊠than that time.
But then he would leave you alone all day to dwell on negative thoughts, and the fact you haven't seen sunlight in a week was really starting to take a toll on you.
You were reading âthe art of warâ, on the leather couch when you heard a knock on the door and you decided the smartest thing to do was answer, and thatâs what you did. You jumped when you came face to face with Negan, smiling down at you from his height.Â
âWell there you areâ, he teased, âI just wanted to make sure Daryl hadn't dicked you down to deathâ, he chuckled at his own joke, perhaps when he saw your mortified face.
âIâm fineâ, you assured him
âI can see thatâ, he said, looking you up and down, âlook, now that you are a resident of the SanctuaryâŠâ, he said punctuating every word with dramatic movements of his body, and his hand holding his beloved bat, âI need to put you to workâ, he said, âno idle hands around here, well, except for my ladiesâ... they have their hands full with my bigâŠâ
âI get itâ, you interrupted him, âso what do I have to do?â, he smiled widely once again.
âI have a spot openâŠâ, he teased you, and you knew this couldnât mean anything good. He took the liberty of grabbing your hand, and took it near his face, he inspected it, like he was looking for something, and then the other, then he smirked once again, and took you down the corridor
âThere is a spot open⊠as my assistantâ, he started
âWhat do you need an assistant for?â, you asked him
âTo sit with me in meetings, pay attention, to remind me of things and how they should run, now that we are⊠conquering and diversifying I really need some help to keep track of thingsâ
Bullshit, he just wanted to torture you with his presence
âSo⊠did he ask you yet?â, you looked at Negan with clear confusion on your face
âWhat?â, you asked him, he chuckled
âOh well, you had been locked up in that room for so long⊠that I just thought he did, so he chickened out, uh? So I donât get to call you Mrs Dixon yet?â, he kept teasing
âIâm not sure what you meanâ, you said quietly, he just looked at you, but didnât say anything else, even the smile wiped from his face.Â
You kept walking through the labyrinthine hallwaysÂ
âWhere is Daryl?â, you asked him, he looked at you from the corner of his eye, his smirk noticeableÂ
âSend him to do a couple of errands for meâ, he said, âdonât worry, just guysâ
âDo you have him⊠pressuring people?â, you asked then, then he stopped right in front of you making you crash into him
âDo you want me to?â, he asked, you shook your head.
âNoâ
âI meant it when I said I want him as one of my top guys, I just want to make sure he knows how the food chain worksâ. He said, and this time, it felt weird, like you were truly in. You arrived at the already known to you meeting room, and when he entered, everyone was already there.
They got quiet as soon as you entered, but you didnât miss the angry look Simon gave you when he recognized you
âWhat is she doing here?â, he asked angrily, making you smile
âCareful with her Simon, she might look all pretty, perky and preppy, but she will off you in the first opportunity sheâs gotâ, Ngean teased, âof course you already know thatâ
He made you sit at his left, while Simon was right in front of you, on his right
âThat spot has been open for a whileâ, he said, âmy left hand girlâ, he winked at you and then he got comfortable. âBad you are not wearing that little number I gifted you, I guess you are saving it for your husb⊠well⊠for Dixonâ, he kept teasing you about something you didnât even know what it was. You looked around and they were all waiting patiently for him. Even Dwight was there.
âAnyhoops⊠talk to meâ, he demanded. But then he leaned over the table to you, âthese here, are my lieutenantsâ, he said, âeach of them manage an outpost, thatâs Gavin, thatâs Regina, and well, you know Simonâ, and there were also more people, like Gary, Diwght⊠Arat⊠ugh. But Laura shined for her absence.
âI donât think sharing this type of information with her its a good ideaâ, said Simon, his eyes never drifting from your form
âWell, Simon, she is one of us nowâ, Negan said with a wide smile
âIs she?â, asked Simon
âAlexandria is like⊠one of our outposts nowâ, he said, âthey not only work for us, they work with usâ, he said, raising from his seat, he swung Lucille making everyone flinch, âdo you understand that SImon?â, he asked, he barely nodded, âI will have Laura dealing with them, she lived among them, she knows how they operateâ
âI think it might be better to use our old methods to deal with themâ, he said facking a creepy ass smile, thatâs it.
â(y/n), would you repeat to Simon here what you said to me that beautiful night we spent together?â, he asked, winking at you, you frowned, and then due to context arrived in the memory pretty quickly
âWe will break before we bendâ, you said then, but it sounded more like a question
âRight!â, he said, pointing at you, âthey will not bendâ
âThen theyâll breakâ, he said, âdidnât you say you wanted to move to the suburbs?â, you werenât gonna lie, especially to yourself but, that terrified you, that very phrase, he was Neganâs right hand and he was a sadistic prick, you looked towards Negan and he was looking right at you.
âIâm start to think that our approach to communities is failingâ, muttered Negan, âwe lost the river people, we lost that big community who was holding up in that highschoolâŠâ, he said, âand the ones at the libraryâŠâ, he said
âSo?â, he asked, and fear settled more into your bones, too many communities, and what did he mean by âlostâ anyways?
âI will not lose another oneâ, he said, âso you keep your greasy hands off of it, and I will be keeping a very close eye on you in regards to the Hilltopâ, he said.
Was he âspankingâ Simon in front of the lot of you? That could be catastrophic because the man did not seem pleased.
The reunion kept going on, with the things they had taken from the communities and other juicy details that you were taking mental notes of.Â
Every
Single
Thing
Relevant people to their organization, mentions of places, rendezvous points, they talked about it like you werenât even here, they had four outposts including The Sanctuary, they had closed one recently, that was interesting.
Of course the real important stuff like where they kept the guns was out of bounds, because they already knew that, so⊠it's not like you knew where the outposts were⊠yetâŠ
You decided then and there, that you had to play this game, and you had to win.
Negan was being so open to you because of two possible reasons, 1. He truly believed you could be an asset and he really wanted to make an effort to create something out of everything with all the communities, or 2. He didnât believe in you at all and he only wanted to torture you, convinced that you were never going to be able to scape or do something important with the information he was feeding you with.
Both scenarios worked great with you, because in the first one, he made things easier for your community in exchange for safety from the undead, and in the second he underestimated you good enough so you could destroy this thing from the inside.
People tend to underestimate you.
Negan left you alone to go back to your room, and you did so without any delays.
It had been a week in which they could have been torturing your family back in Alexandria, or Sasha or Rosito which you haven't seen yet. You couldnât believe you let yourself be for a whole week! Next time youâd see Negan you were going to ask him to let you see them, as an act of good faith.
You got to the empty room, and Daryl walked in just a couple of hours after. You barely said hello to him, and he threw himself on top of you and kissed you hungrily.
After what happened today, you wanted to talk to him, to tell him what youâd heard, what you knew now, but he wouldnât let you get a word in.
âHey!â, you called, grabbing onto his shoulders, stopping him, âcan you talk to me at least?â, you asked him
âI need yaâ, he said, trying to sunk his lips onto your neck again
âDaryl⊠pleaseâ, you said, he grabbed you by your thighs and lifted you until you were seating in the countertop, he placed himself between your legs, as he trapped your mouth on his, he smelled of cigarettes and whiskey, which really called your attention. He had been drinking, âSTOP!â, you said more clearly, pushing into his chest.Â
And he did, immediately, searching your eyes, and he found anger
âWhat the hell Daryl?â, you asked him, âwhat is going on?â
âI wanna be with ma womanâ, he said like it was the most obvious thing
âYou barely talk to meâ, you chided, âwe are in the freaking sanctuary, where we were both tortured and kept against our will, we are surrounded by enemies, you are gone all day doing Negan knows what, and you wonât talk to me!â, you said angrily, he never stopped looking into your eyes, âwhat is going on?â, you demanded an answer
But he didnât say anything
âWhat is he making you do?â, you asked him, and you feared the worst, was he making him torture people? kill them? pressure the Hilltop?
âJust groundwork, deviate walkers, yesterday I had to chase down a guyâ, he said simply
âDo you hate me?â, you asked him then
âAintâ nothin you could do to make me hate yaâ, he said in a whisper
âI think you are angry, not directly at me, but I think you resent me, if I werenât in the picture, you would have never said his nameâ, you said, âyou would have fought himâ
âThat ain't trueâ, he said
âBut it isâ, you argued. âWhy wonât you talk to me?â, you asked him, âwe are in this together, and the only thing you do is fuck me, without even⊠taking any precautionsâ, you said, âwhat if you get me pregnant Daryl?â
âMaybe that way youâll be safeâ, he said, you stopped all movement as all the air left your lungs as if you had been punched in the gut
âWhat?â, you asked, trembling, not being able to believe what you were hearing. âYou want to knock me up?â, you asked him
âThat ainât why Iâm doing itâ, he mumbled, he nuzzled the side of your neck with his nose, âI want ya, I wanna feel yaâ, an unsettling feeling got hold of your chest.
âWhy does Negan keep mocking me about you chicken out⊠about not being able to call me Mrs Dixon?â
âWhy yaâ talkinâ to him?â, he asked angrily, releasing your neck
âI have to be his assistantâ, you said, âno idle hands in the sanctuary, he saidâ
âHe is messinâ with meâ
âHe is messing with all of usâ, you just stayed like that, he in between your legs, you gaze upon one another, âplease talk to meâ
âHe ainât gonna do to us what he did to Dwight nâ Sherryâ, he said, âyer mineâ, he said, kissing the side of your neck, right on the spot where he knew it made you rolled your eyes.
âDarylâ, you said, squeezing his shoulders until he looked you in the eyes again, âwhat if you knocked me up or something?â, you asked him. He looked back at you, now you saw the concern in his eyes
âWeâll send you back to Alexandriaâ, he said, in a whisper, âMâ gonna keep ya safeâ, he promised, âwhatever happensâ
âBut DarylâŠâ, you said, frustrated, he wasnât talking to you, he wasnât seeing reason, he wasnât answering your questions. He sighed, releasing you, like you just had given him the bluest of balls you could have.
âI got somethinâ for yaâ, he said, turning back to you, his face had softened, he grabbed something from the inside of his pocket, and you gasped when you saw a small velvety box.
âDarylâŠâ, you whispered, opening your eyes widely
âI got this whole thinâ planned anâ wellâŠâ, he seemed incredibly nervous. He was going to propose until that bastard took you, interrupted your life, conquered your home
You looked at him, still not knowing what to say, he found your eyes and then he looked down at the box, he opened for you, revealing what in plain sight looked like a nut, that would belong with a bolt, like it was a piece of his motorcycle, but edited to be thinner, he took it out of the box and offered to you, you saw, with amazement, that the inside was decorated with diamond, something you could only see if you were holding it like you were right now.
âI wanted to ask yaâ, ifâŠâ, he stopped, the ring in between the both of you, âya mean the world ta meâ, he said then, âI wanna call you my wifeâ, you looked at him, your eyes shining with unshed happy tears.Â
âReally? are you sure?â, you asked him
âSince we went ta DCâ, he said, and you smiled widely.
âIâd love to call you my husbandâ, you said with a soft smile, âbut thatâs all you want?â, you asked him, âcall me your wife?â, you asked softly. He looked flustered.
âNo⊠notjustthatâ, he mumbled, almost unintelligible
âWhat else?â, you teased him. you knew that it wasnât realistic to get married, for a ceremony or whatever, this was it, from this day forward, you were going to be Daryl Dixonâs wife.Â
âI wanna be with ya, to live our lives together, to plan our future⊠weâll live togetherâ right? in that cabin?â, he asked, looking at you with those beautiful eyes filled with love, you smiled softly at him
âDo you want to⊠have a family with me?â, you asked him hopefully
âYa mean, have aâcouple oâkids?â, he asked, kind of scared, you just looked back at him expectantly, âI meanâŠâ, he got even more nervous, ânever thought Iâd be a daddyâ, he said then.
âMe neitherâ, you said, âbut, as things are going⊠someday maybe⊠I mean it could happenâŠâ
âIf it does, yer the one Iâd have pups withâ, he whispered, you smiled widely.
âI wouldnât choose anybody else eitherâ, you offered back. âBut I still have some other requestsâ, he grunted with a smirk on his face, placing his hands on your hips. âIâd like to be the one you talk to, about your dreams and fears, about what you want to do or what bothers youâ
âDoneâ, he said simply, you smiled at him, your eyes filled with happy tears.
âYou are it for me Darylâ, you said with a soft smile, âIâm like a cool wolf, or an eagle, I mate for lifeâ, you warned, he smiled right at you back.
âYou are the only oneâ, he whispered back, he leaned in and kissed you then, softly, gently, with all the love he had for you, and you answered in kind, when you parted, you offered him your hand, he grabbed it softly in his and slided the ring on your ring finger, it was a perfect fit, âUuhh, thank you, husbandâ, you teased, he smiled at you
âWifeyâ, he mumbled, you kissed him hungrily, hugging him tightly. You grabbed his soft locks at the back of his neck, as you knew he adored, as he grunted softly against your lips. You ended the kiss with a last peck to his lips
âI know you are⊠scared, and worriedâ, you said, âand you want to protect me, but, we can do this togetherâ, you said, caressing his cheeks with your hands, âI need you to trust meâ, you said, âI donât break easyâ
âI knowâ, he mumbled.
âTogether⊠we can work this outâ, you said, âIts a good thing we are hereâ, you said with a soft smile. âWe are the foxes in the hen house, we can try to fix the situation from the insideâŠâ
âHow?â, he asked
âSlowly⊠carefully, but definitelyâ, you assured him, you felt his even breath and you knew now what you had to do.Â
Not very romantic, but this was Negan's fault hehe
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