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I don’t talk about my personal life only with my family and close friends. Well, as you seen below, I been in a relationship for 3 years. I been very depressed to the point I have tried to harm myself because of this relationship. One question everyone ask any person that has been abused… why didn’t you just leave? It’s hard to leave a relationship with a person you love.. but the person doesn’t love you. They feed your mind with things you wanna hear… things you think will change… things you wanna see that only change in that moment.. manipulation, abusive (mentally, emotionally, & very much physically), kept hostage until I tell him I’ll stay & work it by force or he’ll kill me. I couldn’t leave until he know I’ll stay with him. I hated myself because I loved him and would do anything for him..anything. I lost in touch with my family because he made me feel like he was all I had. I dealt with him cheating, lying, using, and abusing me for so long. He damaged me to my core. He took so much from me, literally that I feel empty. I loved him to the point I dealt with it and I thought this was love. This is not his first time doing this to me multiple times, I even lost kids because of the abuse. In March, I had a miscarriage, he kicked me in my stomach numerous times… I suffered back pain and in 2 days I started bleeding and I was rushed to the hospital cause I lost my child, I didn’t go cause I didn’t want him to go to jail. It’s such a wrap sheet of him going to jail for hitting me and honestly tried to kill me. I can go on with proof of everything, if questioned about anything. I even got a restraining order and it didn’t help. When he violate the restraining order, all they give him is more probation. I don’t want any woman that go through this & think it’s okay. I want to speak up about my abuser because he’s roaming free and out on a bond. And his sisters bonded him out knowing he was abusing me and didn’t help me but pretending to be on my side. Him and his sisters even plotted revenge to put me in jail over things he had and said I wouldn’t give it back to him because they wanted revenge for putting their brother in jail for something he did WITH PROOF (MY FACE & TEXT MESSAGES) I want to get justice for my case and also stand up for women who can’t speak up because they won’t be heard. Especially black woman who suffer because we’re POC. No woman nor man deserves this. Not even me. Because I don’t want another woman nor man to get harmed by this man or anyone, if I don’t speak up especially if I know how this person is and their mental health. I don’t want to see someone not be as lucky as me to make it out not alive. Abuse is not okay whether it’s male or female. You can’t re-raise someone. I wish I can tell all the things he did but I only have small limit to type but please share awareness to help women or anybody that you know that has been abused
If any questions, please feel free to ask
Contact Houston County District Attorney Office in Warner Robins, GA to help me move forward so I can get help with my case
My Abuser name is Justin Maynard (he’s on Facebook, if he didn’t delete it)
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