#misawrites

M. Jaehyun (명재현)

You and Jaehyun met during his mc days. For him, it was love at first sight, and you were just flustered the whole time while he interviewed (and complimented) you. Naturally that same day Jaehyun asked for your number in the backstage and ofc you gave it to him (who wouldn’t?!)

Not long after, you two started meeting up in secret, you both also kept it a secret from your members. Until one night, you and Jaehyun were hanging out at your usual secret spot and you kissed his cheek!!! Jaehyun couldn’t hold back and kissed your lips… that’s how your relationship started.

Now the thing with Jaehyun is… he can’t keep a secret. The day you two stared your relationship he told his members about you. But the problem is that he also can’t keep it a secret from the public… He knows he can’t say “yeah she’s mine” but he makes it so obvious that no one can defend him and say that “he’s just friendly”.

For example he was on live the other day and a lot of people were mentioning you in the comments, saying stuff like “do you think she’s pretty?” or “what’s your opinion on y/n??”. Of course being the obvious sap he is he’d answer them with “Yeah y/n is super pretty” and then he’d try (and fail) to play it off with “she’s so nice and her new hair color really fits her personality” but that would make people even more suspicious.

But you.. you’re less obvious about the relationship, when someone asks about Jaehyun you reply strictly professional (IF YOU REPLY TO THOSE). Which obviously makes Jaehyun really clingy… REALLY CLINGY… more clingy than he usually is. Next time he sees you he gets all pouty and he doesn’t let go of you… good luck…

P. Sungho (박성호)

You and Sungho met at a cafe during his debut and your trainee days. At first, neither of you knew about your jobs because you didn’t wanna bring it up. You two would meet every week at the cafe, same spot and orders.

(if you’re wondering how come reader doesn’t know about bnd it’s cause her schedule is so packet she’s not online)

At this point you two were SO CLOSE to starting a relationship but you didn’t because you both felt guilty about keeping your jobs a secret but didn’t know how to say “yeah i’m an idol so this will be complicated”.

One day you were in your company’s elevator and looking at your phone when suddenly another person entered.. “Y/n?!” you knew that voice, you knew it too well . “what are you doing here?” you asked calmly “I work here? I’m in boynextdoor..” you froze “I’m in Illit…”. Sunghos eyes widened even more (if that was possible)

Needless to say your relationship started soon after, it wasn’t secret, but it was private. Sungho and you started posting some stuff that could indicate your relationship. A lot of fans brushed it off thinking it was a coincidence since you were under the same company.

You two would hang out a lot during your free time, mostly in dorms. Sungho was surprisingly clingy when he’s tired, but not in a small spoon way, he’s ALWAYS the big spoon. If Sungho has a bad day, all he wants is to hold you, kiss you, and fall asleep with you in his arms… then go back to work and repeat the cycle.

L. Riwoo (이산혁)

Riwoo and you met through a mutual friend who gave you Riwoos kakaotalk ID. You thought he was cool because of his dancing so you texted him one day “Hii, this is Y/n from Illit :) this is lowk weird but i think you’re so cool and wanted to ask if you wanna be friends?” He replied ofc because the feelings were mutual and thats how you two started your friendship. At first you two just texted. You didn’t talk much irl because you didn’t want to rase any unnecessary suspicion, you were just friends afterall. Soon later some feelings started getting in your way so you were even more careful.

Your favorite thing about riwoo was absolutely how caring he is, he always made sure you ate enough, slept enough, if you had a hard day he’d call you and try to cheer you up which he always manages to do..

You two started meeting up more and more in secret and soon after started your EXTRA SECRET relationship. Like, no one even assumed there was something going on let alone a full on relationship, and you two agreed to keep it that way… until one day.

You got a text from Riwoo “Wonhee said you left practice early bc you werent feeling well, you okay now?” you ofc texted back saying “Yeah thanks :) I think i just overworked myself a bit” that made Riwoo worried because he knew you had GREAT stamina “What did you eat today?” you being horrible at lying told him “Just a yogurt bowl in the morning”. Half an hour later Riwoo was at your dorm with your favorite takeout :(( and he was so sweet about it too (ugh i need a riwoo i love him)

Riwoo ofc stayed at your dorm for a while, raising suspicion from his members whose calls he was ignoring. That’s when he finally picked up the Taesans call “Yo where are you? it’s like you have a secret gf or something” Taesan teased him and Riwoo was about to reply “What? No I-“ he was interrupted by your members coming in and Minju yelling “WHAT IS RIWOO SUNBAENIM DOING HERE?!”. Needless to say you two were both in trouble but your members agreed to keep your relationship a secret.

H. Taesan (한동민)

Taesan and your story is sooo long. At first you two just shared glances and polite smiles in the backstage during shows… that lasted for a while… UNTIL!! Suddenly your groups had to do a collab stage for Kcon. Taesan couldn’t have been happier, but he had to stay nonchalant about it.

During your first dance practice was the first time you two actually talked, Taesan tried to keep calm and cool but there was this one slip.. “How do you look so pretty when you’re dancing?” he suddenly asked you, and you froze for a second “Uh… I don’t know? You look good too” Taesan was so embarrassed he didn’t talk to you the next practice at all. You made up with him and you two started talking more, hanging out more… and all of Your members thought you were just good friends!

But good friends don’t write songs about each other, good friends don’t come to your place at 3am when you just mention having a bad day, good friends don’t cuddle, good friends don’t get jealous…

When you two came to a realization of that, your relationship started. You continued doing things that you did “as friends” but some kisses here and there (all the time bc taesan is clingy)

Taesan would text you every second he has free, you’re constantly on his mind, he knows your schedule by heart so he knows when you’ll reply. When you don’t reply? he gets so pouty and clingy and it’s your job to fix it. “I demand 4 hours of cuddles and kisses each minute!” he would say, and who are you to say no? you basically ignored your boyfriend!!

He would be great at hiding your relationship though. The only times fans suspected something is if he was suddenly so smiley on his phone during a live, but that’s the only thing. He’s also never made you feel like you were missing out on anything because you two were idols, truly a great secret relationship.

L. Leehan (이동현)

Leehan and you met at a music show, you were filming a tiktok together. Since you were a fan, you asked him for a selfie, he agreed and in the mean time caught a glimpse of your wallpaper, which was a picture of your aquarium. Leehan was over the moon “YOU LIKE FISH TOO?!”; he practically shouted at you before apologizing, you replied with “Y-yeah they’re really cute, i have bettas and corydoras-“ he interrupted you “CORYDORAS?! you’re my best friend from now on, here’s my number” and he gave you his number.

LITTLE DID YOU KNOW, that man was head over heels into you since your debut, and this was all a plan for him to finally make a move. It was easy for you two to start hanging out, you shared a lot of interests like movies, fish, music, fish, snacks, fish, keychains.. did i mention fish? So yeah you hung out at eachothers dorms a lot to watch movies and/or admire fish.

Leehan is a smooth mf, one day during your hangout he suggested “why don’t we get a fish together” you were confused “how would that work? we don’t live together” he thought for a bit before saying “how about we bought two fish together? you female i male and then they’ll hangout, just like us” you smiled “that’s lowk cute, and then maybe we can make them fall in love and make a fish family” Leehan grinned from ear to ear and said “We’ll make them fall in love the same pace as we did” you froze “What?!” he just laughed and said “I thought it was obvious!! So… can I be your boyfriend?”

That’s basically how your relationship started, and continued. It’s full of him teasing you and you catching up late. You two didn’t hide your relationship at all, only from the public, but Leehan had to mess that up.

He was showing his fishes on a live and when someone asked “Why is that one fish alone in the tank?” Leehan answered with “That’s cause his girlfriend is in Y/n’s aquarium”. The live ended soon after. You two were in trouble, BUT THE FANS LOVE YOUR RELATIONSHIP SO DW!!

K. Woonhak (김운학)

We all know Woonhak is loud and honest, maybe too honest sometimes. You two weren’t even in contact but because you were in Illit people mentioned your group in his comments.

One time during a live someone commented “Did you hear Illits new song???” and Woonhak said “YES I DID!! Y/n looks so cool in it!!” for literally no reason he would mention you. That led to you two filming a tiktok together and fans starting to ship you. Woonhak was no help with the shipping, he would talk about you every chance he got. You found it cute and started talking about him too!! The difference was that Woonhak kept saying how pretty/cool/talented you were and you were just like “Woonhak seems nice i wanna get to know him better”. Which he heard. (bc he watched your live)

SOOO he reached out, and you two immediately started hanging out irl and very soon after started your relationship. This was the most obvious relationship in the kpop industry. You would post matching songs, matching captions, you wearing his clothes…