Jan 19
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Detective azi hours
if I ever feel sht about my life again, at least I know my teenage angst bullsht doesn’t have a body count
I would love to understand the sociopolitical happenings in chess the musical much better
like… why the plot happened the way it did. knowing that it was based on a few real chess players and matches irl + knowing it’s set during the Cold War somehow isn’t helping me wrap my head around clearly enough 🧎
maybe I just need to rewatch it… in English this time.
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I haven’t been on tumblr in forever… it’s like a home in the ground dug by a mole that I crawl to for comfort when I need it most /positive, in my mind at least.
To the few reblogs and comments and messages from my mutuals, I’m sorry for not replying to you :,) and thank you, I was surprised to see anything in my inbox when I came back, and it made it feel warm, lived in, if that makes sense!
I hope to get to them… one day… when I feel better and well (it’s been over a hundred days oh lord I’m so sorry). Know that I’ve read them still, even if you’ve probably forgotten all about those messages by now. And uhm. The replies are in my mind 🚶🚶
Not sure if this’ll reach the people it needs to, but @scatteredraysofhope and @gasolinelegg this is for you hsbshsb it’s not the best written but it’s the words on my mind and I hope yall both have a great day/night/undetermined time of day 🧘
what do you do in a household where your brother is autistic and needs to yap, but you’ve got *adhd and feel overstimulated by the yapping
*peer reviewed
Okay so why am I on tumblr today?
Because I’m hella scared of my own mind! I think so much but I see so little. I wanna talk all the sht out at counselling again but my counsellor kept cancelling my sessions of late (I don’t blame them, they’ve been feeling unwell and busy) and I’m too afraid to make the time commitment for a new one so I guess I’m not gonna get any counselling again for a long, longgg while.
Also, I keep wondering if I’m suicidal. Does that make any sense? It’d be scary if I were. I don’t think there’s any valid enough reason I should be. That sentence alone sounds so flawed but it’s true. Life is fine. It’s just my brain that creates so many problems. Problems that overwhelm me. I don’t want to be suicidal. There’s a lot to live for.
A lot that I cannot reach. A lot that I want to escape to. I’m not suicidal, I just really want to escape. Death is just one kind of escape, I want to escape to somewhere where I feel alive.
How do I find that escape?