#minttalks

Hey there! To anyone who still follows me, you’ve probably noticed I was gone for a long while! (like I think it’s been at least 6 months at this point lol)

Some REALLY stressful stuff happened all in a row and it led to me not really wanting to be on social media all that much, and at a later point, being too physically sick to really do much other than sit with my dog and pretty much be in pain constantly.

To put it simply: My brother moved out, I found out I had cancer (I’m okay now though! Still recovering but I’m good) and some stuff with my families animals happened and it was just a jumbled mess of stressful and painful situations.

But I’m good now, hopefully I’ll be posting art now that I’m not a weeping ball of stomach pain.

My art style has *greatly* improved imo, as well as my knowledge of memes. I got shown a lot of memes in the hospital, it was fun.

I’d like to thank @xheart-nao  for being the best friend ever and being concerned about me after I went AWOL for 6 months, and my boyfriend for keeping me sane through all that time. You both are amazing and I love you two with the whole world.

2019 is going to end soon so, I want to gives you guys some news about me and my blog

Big surprise (ithink)

I really wanted to wait for the results but seems like I have to wait until February to know them so I JUST GONNA SAY IT NOW SKDJFK—

I'm majoring in art not wooo *toot toot* uwu)

After lots and lots of pondering and talking with my momma about what I wanted to do with mah life, I decided to join a college that was just opening in my city. It's part of the only art college here in my country so I know it's good. I used to know a musician that studies there and she told me that it was amazing so right now I'm waiting for the results and hoping to get there. I'm pretty nervous cuz I really liked it but I got sick and couldn't go to some classes and they told us that it'd affect our entrance and I'm just like AAAAA NOOOO WHY—

BUT-- If I get there I can get better with my art and I'm really excited about it cuz we're gonna learn lots of stuff and I really like my classmates and I'M JUST _UHHH_

... wish me luck--

About my blog, comic and commissions

Regarding my blog! Well now you know why I haven't posting that much lately. I was preeeeetty busy so I couldn't really do much, BUT, I told myself that I would finish the first chapter of my comic before this year ends so get urself ready cuz I'M GONNA DO IT I PROMISE O_Ó

But in order to do so, I have to take my time so, If you commission me in this month, you'll have to wait until January to get it. Please keep this in mind!! PLEASE KEEP THIS IN MIND PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE--

Patreon thingy

Okay this quite an important notice and it has to do with my Patreon. I spent this whole year making it and now it's finally done. However I want to talk about this in another individual post but I still wanted to let you guys know. Why? because I'll also take my time to make some content to it! I'll probably give you guys the link in January.

Future thingies and my comic

Okay this will be kinda long-

Well I think I told you guys that I have already done all of my kiddos and I'm working on my comic. I honestly have thought that, might I be late with this? You know, the fandom is quite "dead" and while the AUs and the main thing is popular, the shipchildren fandom is the one who's dying. But you know what? I don't really care about that. I know that I might not have the same reach I used to have a few years ago but I appreciate all of you. Even if I only get two or three likes, I'll still love it and I'll still keep doing my things. I also do this for myself, but I kinda like to make you guys happy, you know? I wash I wasn't as busy and I wish I wasn't as... troubled as I'm right now. But even with all of my problems, I want to keep going and keep posting my things. I will end chapter one and it's a promise. I don't like making promises I know I can't keep but, sometimes compromising to do something kinda gives you the strength to make it huhuh--

I also stopped with it for a while to think about the story and the setting. My idea isn't too much original, but I gave it a twist to make it my own. There might be other people with the same concept this AU have, but I know for sure that this one is mine. And I know that my friends, the ones who know about it because we roleplay that AU a lot(?), know that too. I also managed to merge to stories I wanted to make in one so, it's a win-win for me I guess!

I dunno my thoughts are over the place but I just wanted to share this with you guys. I like to talk with you and I like that my blog is a safe place for me to say these things. I mean, I really really really don't know why I don't post my kiddos on twitter. I get scared every time I try to do it!

Also, another thing regarding my kids... WHY DO YOU GUYS LIKE RADIER SO MUCH OMG HE'S EVEN MORE POPULAR THAN BLUEPRINT WHAT--

I want to solve this. I'll make a poll to see which one is more popular. You ju s t w a i t

Final thoughts?

You'll see another long-ass post soon. This one will be personal, talking about this shitty year and how it made me want to be killed by a giant rock(?)

Also I kinda want you to show you guys one of my kiddos. I just fell in love with him and he's oh god he's so precious u3u my pure baby. He's also gonna be recurrent character in my comic so u will see a lot of him u3u) he's a GDream kiddo and he's on the doodle picture I posted in Radier's birthday

guess what. there's other people who you don't have to win over. there's other people who are clearly your fans.

you do not need to look for approval from people you do not agree with in the first place. you do not need to look for approval when you're sure they hate you anyway.

you're making yourself miserable about someone who most likely doesn't think much of you at all.

The only time I see you mfs is when you're all gathered together on a post defending each other or when you're pretending not to be yourself so you can enter a community space so... don't go "don't harrass people!!" when half the time it's you people sneaking in.