#mint tee

You blocked me on everything because you felt the need to stoop that low. I didn’t hide anything from you. I didn’t lie to you. I told you I wasn’t ready to be friends. I told you that I needed time. That does not mean that I am not allowed to heal myself. It does not mean I am not allowed to fix things that were broken in the midst of whatever this was. You came at me with a petty and sarcastic message that had no necessity whatsoever, and threw a long term friendship out the window.

I forgave you for the wrong you did, I apologized for the hurtful things I said and the time I was unable to give to you. I asked for time because I wanted to be able to be your friend, but I couldn’t right off the bat. I reached out and told you that I was making amends with people in my life. You have not been vividly present in my life for quite some time now, and things change. The last conversation we had was cordial. I was looking out for your best interest, which you even noted and might I remind you, you said was “really sweet and meant a lot.” I just wanted time to mend the heart which you broke. 

I am sorry that I have the capability to forgive people who have hurt me, and who have wronged me. I am sorry that I no longer wished to hold onto a grudge, and bitterness towards someone, so I allowed myself to start fresh. You could not see that I was not doing anything in spite of you, or to hurt you. I took a step towards fixing the things I feel are, or were broken. 

Despite what you may think, I still wish the best for you. It breaks my heart to see that this is the way things had to end. While you might have infuriated me earlier, I am more sad than anything. You do not have to worry about me talking shit about you online, I will not go out of my way to say hurtful things about you, and I certainly will not wish harm upon you.