#mindsoup

I read a waterboy fanfic where the reader insert has t-dick and I finally educated myself about what exactly that means/can look like and REALLY wasn't expecting the emotional reaction I had which was somewhere along the lines of extreme jealousy and also like relief and excitement that that's a real thing that is an option and a pursuable goal and oh boy I am not prepared to open this can of worms at this point I my life but I don't think I'm gonna be able to stop thinking about this anytime soon

Google how to instantly become a talented tattoo artist with all necessary supplies so I can slowly blackout my entire body one tattoo at a time instead of carving all of my skin off since I'm not allowed to live and hurt myself because the world is unfair in a way that is pure evil