I have been considering a very important decision. Even more drastic than moving to Dallas. This thought has been sitting deep in my brain, dormant for years -- only to resurface here and there. I have maybe only two other friends who can relate. It's difficult to discuss the topic with anyone here... mainly because I only have straight friends. Aside from that, I only count one of them as a close friend. It is hard to find a queermmunity here, and all of my friends who identify as LGBTQ all live in California. It's hard to find a decent time to have a conversation that isn't rushed or tormented by crappy service. I have been thinking a lot about this topic for the past month, and I'm not sure what else to do about it. And aside from that, family issues have been sitting on my shoulders. Maybe I can clear my head after a short break from work/Dallas. My mind is never at rest.