stop , what the hell are you talking about ?
there are lines to not step over,   some places you can't return from.   here you have little to no respect,   what good is a supe who almost let her father slice her neck?   what good is a supe accused of helping him do it to other girls?   but you don't care right now,   not when your heart pounds in your chest whenever you're around...   them.   you should be quiet,   stay silent   &   go along with college until you're out,   until you're free to be someone other than   (   ___   ).   " i'm telling you. "
@mindcaterol is perfect,   she's beautiful,   &   she's never had to speak to you,   why would she?   &   why wouldn't she be weary now?   on top of the fear you already feel at unhealthy amounts inside her.
" you   &   your friends are... "   your voices trails off,   caught physically in your throat before you forcibly swallow it down.   " you're anxious,   &   scared.   there's something wrong   &   i just... "   you're not trying to bond,   you're not trying to connect,   but the feeling is making you sick-   to your stomach.   " should i be scared too? "
