Diary of a military fiancé part 2
Once again today was one of those days. I wish I could snap out of it but it’s hard when you are trying to focus at work when it’s one of those days you wish you could just hug your pillow tightly instead of dealing with people. I noticed that today I was trying to push my fiancé away. Not because I no longer love him but because my heart feels sad, alone, let down.. Not by him but by the military. I now get that the road our men take not many want to follow. And those that do are willing to die to keep our country save. But what a sacrifice. Maybe I sound like a broken record but hey it’s a reality. Anyways I ended up telling my fiancé that I was sorry and that I miss him. How many of you feel this exact same way?
