going through end/peak of luteal phase(start of menstruation proper) in pmdd at the same time ur lowkey vibing in love — not with a single point of perspective on it or just one type of love or just one person but rather floating in expansive feelings of reciprocal crushes and friendship-crushes and even fondness for romantic loves past, calm and optimistic about future ones because you know just how much you evolved and healed emotionally(obv not to "completion" life has *just started*. i need more gen z/twenty something ppl to understand that btw, something millennials still easily tap into, joyfulness and whimsy in recognizing their subjective(i see as objective in them imo) late youth. anyway i digress) – the whole idea is wild. yet it happens. yet i feel it.
