Over at my sister in laws place. And...
Sister in law and I smoked out while her husband and my s/o went to get food. She wanted to watch a movie. I know she has a lot of homophobia and transphobia so I intentionally didn't say BoRhap.
She suggests it, buys it on YouTube and puts it on. I warned her and said it was gay and that two men kiss because I wanted her to not buy it so i could enjoy my high.
When Jim and Freddie kissed she said we and turned away laughing but she apologized saying that's how she was raised and she shouldn't react that way.
Her husband goes on a homophobic rant in Spanish knowing I can only understand half of it, makes fun of people and she's justifying watching the movie saying oh he's famous he's famous! And all of that.
She kept saying Rami was ugly and that real Freddie looked like a pedophile. I was uncomfortable but too high to care.
Her husband does another rant and she shuts him up saying he needs to stop judging people and that his sister in law (me) es bisexual and he needs to accept it.
I walked out. Can't expect s/o to defend me because he's high and brother in law is his boss. I'm so done. I'm finished. I relapsed silently when I got alone.
I'm sitting outside a queer disaster listening to BoRhap, my favorite movie, a movie made for people like me, waiting for the credits to roll so it's safe for me to go back inside.
I'm devastated and want to go home. I wish I were born straight.