#mfmrants

Forgot to say this on Monday and it can’t wait until my series review - Dylan doesn’t deserve to kill Norman. 

I keep seeing people say they “can’t wait for Dylan to go back home” and it’s kinda annoying because who fucking cares if he does. Dylan purposely left Norma with Norman. He knew how dangerous Norman was. Dylan didn’t threaten him to keep Norma safe or simply state he’s a danger; he hugged him. He was in his feels after Norma stuck up for Norman (again) so he left. Not to mention, Dylan hasn’t been shit since we saw him favor his rapist father. And granted Dylan’s hate towards his mom is warranted, he’s still trash for ignoring the trauma his father caused Norma and never understanding how that shaped his childhood. 

It sucks that the last post during my Halloween spam-blogging was about a popular blog peddling shit for a racist company but I’m not surprised. 

It sucks that two more mass shootings have happened in my country since my last posting but, again, I’m not surprised. 

I am “over” a lot of shit though. Including the aforementioned shit. 

Like, I’m tired by how complicit and ignorant many people around me are. I’m emotionally exhausted by the lack of self-awareness and lack of motivation to improve that said people express with glee. It’s frustrating, and depressing, and upsetting on so many levels. It makes me feel hopeless (to a certain degree). 

And many people always say “well if you stop going on SM, your life would be much better” but that’s not necessarily the case. Why? BECAUSE I DO LEAVE THE INTERNET! I DO LOG OFF SM! In fact, I’ve left these spaces quite often in exchange for a physical social life these past years! And “no” things weren’t all daisies and cupcakes. The same problematic shit I see online, I hear offline because it’s the same kind of shitty people trying to interact with me. From horrible views on racism and sexism to biphobia and transphobia in the queer community to ableism and sizeism to classism... it’s all out there IRL. Where the fuck do you think people on SM come from... a different dimension lol? Fuck no - they are everyone, online and off. They are all around you and me in the streets, at work, inviting us into their homes, eating next to you at restaurants and shopping in the same aisles. They are everywhere. E V E R Y W H E R E. 

Merula I understand because she’s the bully character but if Rowan gets it, why can’t Penny and/or my character too??? 

Seriously, why couldn’t you fuckers hold your racist rally on Mareep day? Nobody cares about mareeps! Inconsiderate assholes.