#mexton

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Marine Biology!AU; Natalie still worries that April won’t be around forever

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A moodboard inspired by the @princessbekker prompt

Face to face like this, Natalie remembers that sex is supposed to feel good. It’s not an obligation of marriage, and it’s not a duty, and it’s not supposed to leave her feeling cold and sad. Sex is supposed to be good, and with April, it is, even though all they’ve done tonight is make out like teenagers for ours, and Natalie busy a hand between them to make sure April feels good. Her own pleasure sits on the back burner for now, but she doesn’t mind; others have never given it a second thought, and she does honestly get something out of giving this to April, and she knows she’ll be taken care of afterward until both of them are too giggly and tired to walk.

She hides her face in April’s neck because it’s almost too much, the love and happiness of it all. If Natalie looks directly at her, she’ll go blind. April is the sun, the moon, the stars. Everything. She kisses the faintly damp skin and checks one more time that the toy is wet enough before guiding its tip into April. She can’t feel how tight, how wet her girlfriend is firsthand when they do this, but she knows well enough, and she gets to hear these moans like she makes April feel better than anyone else.

These motions, smooth rhythms of her hips and slight circles, are both unfamiliar and well known. She’s done it with a million boyfriends, but it has always been them moving, her taking and looking at the ceiling in wait. Being the one to fuck someone is different. Different in a good way, she knows, as April reaches down to touch herself and Natalie chooses a spot on the swell of her breast to make a bruise that will never really show, but she will know exists. And it gives her an excuse to move her mouth just a little and focus her attention on April’s nipples, taking advantage of how sensitive each one his under her tongue or fingers, and the way that April’s moans turn a little more desperately needy.