Jan 29, 2022
1/29/22
I have been so engulfed in "having" my feelings and sorting them out this last month that I started lagging on certain things I should do. Like my tumblr blog. :-//
Worst: Me.
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1/29/22
I have been so engulfed in "having" my feelings and sorting them out this last month that I started lagging on certain things I should do. Like my tumblr blog. :-//
Worst: Me.
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So I got some news on Saturday about a very close relative who has been diagnosed with a rather serious form of cancer. All day yesterday I felt strange. Today, I identified it as supreme, deep down worry. On top of not wanting to lose this person, losing them would incapacitate my entire family, and Iām genuinely afraid. This isnāt like the other deaths in the family - which have beenĀ āon their way outā sort of things... theyāre in their prime. Iām simultaneously worried for them, and worried for all of the feelings everyone else is feeling/will feel. This is a new, special form of stress Iiiiiii donāt know what to do with!
In lighter news, I get to go back to my little scorching hot hometown next week to shoot videos and attend my first bachelorette party, which - judging by the facebook event - I will be confused by 100% of the time. I donāt want to buy my middle school friendĀ āpantiesā. Although, I do intend to be nice and blitzed for my three days there.
Also: Does anyone else ever get this thing when they donāt have to work the next day that their brain goes into overdrive - my brain keeps sayingĀ āyeah just keep going!!! YOU GOT TIMEā but Iām so tired.