âLook at meâyouâre safe.â
not-doing-too-good sentence starters // accepting.
THE WORLD BEGAN AND ENDED IN RED.  Walls  bleed   crimson &&  her  vision  is a blur of disconnected memories â the golden and  darkness and all that blood. It is messy. And it hurts, it hurts and agonizes so bad once she realizes she is inside a CAGE â  and the iron bars are coming closer and closer, ready to CRUSH her.  Outside, itâs him again. Those blue eyes â HER eyes â stare at her wide open as his hands try in vain to contain all the blood leaking from his open throat. He keeps on choking until Scarlett no longer knows if what she is hearing is a gag or a LAUGH. And suddenly, his eyes were no longer blue either, they were black as onyx stones â as the monster of her nightmares. Damir smiled at her and the world was licked by flames.
                                  The  cry  that  comes  dry  from her throat as she lift up herself from  the  sofa  is  interrupted  by  Lysandraâs  soothing  voice.  She  listens  to  the  detectiveâs  murmurs,  those  whispering ghosts,  &&  tries  to  concentrate  on  her voice,  on anything  that  looks  REAL,  but  bile  rises  up  her  throat  and  she  storms  to  the  bathroom, throwing  all  the  dinner  out.
                                  It takes two, five minutes until the girl leaves the small area to face the woman who, despite all that shit, still seemed willing to help â to understand. Scarlett controls the urge to tell her to get the hell away, to just leave for once. She didnât WANTED to be helped at all â and sure as hell didnât need anyone watching her from a ringside seat  as she slowly fades away.    ââ-enjoying the show?â Her voice was a tad  ROUGH; throat still burning. âFor real, Lysandra, what the fuck do you want from me? I donât need a goddamn babysitter && I canât help your case AT ALL. So, just for once, answer me honestlyâ what are you still doing here?â
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