#messyshein

To look at the sun with tears on your cheeks

To feel the comfortable burn it gives

To let your shadows eat you alive for a while.

Cry it out loud.

Honey, go cry it out loud.

Say your prayers in tears.

Say your wishes in dim.

And may the sun bless you with her sunshine—

For tomorrow, you can rise again.

//shadows//

I find it rude to reply “no” whenever someone asks me if I’m fine.

So I tend to keep it in, absorb it and went through my day feeling less worthy of the love I see.

I think of it as something I’ll never reach. Like a wolf howling for the moon’s love.

And this is one of the days that I’ll be looking at my shadow, breathe in it’s secretive shape and love that it doesn’t show the frown in my face.

I just exist.

And I hope it’s enough for today.