NIGHTMARE OF A KING; DREAMS OF A HUSTLER

I don't make the rules

Sitting at the round table studying my crew

Listening more & talking less

There's a snake in the grass so you know what's next

Not quite there but almost

7 figures was in the horizon, for the next shipment was a boat load

Been waiting on this moment now it seems I won't make it

The crown gets heavy, why so many can't maintain it

I clear my throat at the room causing it to quiet

Right before I stand up & out 3 shots in wyatt

My day one nigga ad a wire sits in his cuffs

Bandanna boy bends down quickly & yokes the other one up:

"How much time do we have?" Studdeerimg "I, I, I don't know"

"How much time do we have?"I cock the hammer back "A hour tops no moe"

Staying staying cool pressure, decisions must be made

As ten pairs of eye's turn & face me, anticipating the next play

"Put the bodies in n wheel barrels & po it em by in the trunk

,"Clean out the safe &,; somebody please shoot this dumb fuck?"

Heart pounding, mind racing knowing this could happened one day

Thinking bout my daughter's smile & all the things I still wanted to say

Her - her mother, the Queen of my castle

"Your son's growing into a great man, what more are after?

"When is enough enough, when will you be satisfied?"

But I jus smile & joke "when the world is mine"

Grabbing her mind, helping her relax & forget

Dreams of a hustler, major goals since day one

A million in the bank with a beautiful daughter & son

King of the castle, in front of me my dreams quickly turns to a nightmare

Focusing back on what's in front of me, I turn around & then hear

BOOM BOOM BOOM!!! "SHIT!! they're already here

But ready I will out & head on face my worst fear

Saying a silent prayer & whispering to my kids, that daddy will always love them

In the moment I wish I listened before 4 shots forever took me from them

BLACK GLITTER & DEVIL'S GOLD

That nigga, the world knows me

A a hustlers son since I could walk & speak

Fought to be known, as let it be known

Pretty nigga, but always with the clip & crown

Nightmares of a King, Dreams of A Hustler

Mental tears for all the distressed & crying mothers

But it's the price we pay to dance with the devil in the pale moon light

The price for playing chess w/ God in this wicked Game called life

Laughing & joking table full of weed & Coke

Winters coming, confiding that I'm bagging wifey & me new fur coats

Fucked me up seeing the look of deceit in my niggas eyes

& the smell of jealousy from knowing the plot was coming for what was mines

I did what was taught to us from the beginning of our time

Survival of the fittest, so I introduce him o father time

Now looking down at a fatherless child, I do for forgiveness for my sins

Our father whom arts in heaven, guide me in this wicked Game in which I'm just tryna win

To know beauty

True beauty

is to know God

is to know Man.

understand faith

the size of a mustard seed.

it moves

but I am the mountain.

so now move me.

but first, see me

recognize the intricate parts of me

for tall I am,

strong & standing I am

amongst the clouds.

friends with the sun

closest ur eyes &: see??

the King I am!!!!