#meringutalk

I’ve been doing my driving theory revision and I felt really proud of myself because I managed to pass the questions part of the mock I did put then I failed the hazard perception section argh my test is on Wednesday and I get the feeling I probably won’t pass :/

I wish I could block notes for a certain post on the app because I hate it and wish I'd never made it

I don’t actually think I posted Daryema last week at all lmao this week is extra gross extra fluffy

I have to organise stuff and there are messages and things I really should reply to but I'm finding it hard to stay awake today...

maybe I come on way too strong for people to want to bother dealing with...

There are people where it's like no matter how hard I try to talk with them I feel like there's no point in continuing the conversation, because I already have nothing to say after a couple of exchanges and they seem completely disinterested. I try my best to create openings for further conversations, ask questions and just genuinely try and be interested (and I really am interested majority of the time!) but some people just find ways to cut conversations short without even trying to follow on from whatever topic gets brought up and then because I'm the one who seems to push conversations I always feel really domineering with friends outside of maybe two people. Am I just super pushy and rude and expect way too much from people? Do they just not want to talk to me for whatever reason? I know I talk a lot but idk, sometimes I feel like I have to make a lot of effort with people even though we're friends and it makes me feel unreciprocated :/

seriously it’s good that people are getting more aware of art reposting but video reposting is just as big of a problem and I know I’ve reblogged animation videos from wrong sources unknowingly in the past without bad intention. I just didn't realise that it was so easy to take someone else's videos and with it their credit

is there a good way of finding out the original source of videos because some are obvious reposts and I can't figure out how to find out the origins like with images