#mepeter

Lonely

Soak myself in it

Deep in this unless blackhole

We are all the same

//I note down things I desire

Though Im too far of being native

Scare

Feeling surrounding me always

Escape

Seems impossible

Am I reaching out for sth non-existing?

Dunk a cookie un glass of milk

Is my life the same?

 Where all those beautiful thoughts came from?

How they wrap them in genius words

And sing them easily and gently

 “you were shady. Now you are a shadow.

I give you ride or die, you gave me game

He loves his friends like I love my split ends.

Ocean eyes”

 I read those inspiring words in Instagram every day. But does not help

I’m still me, swimming in the thought of being untalented, stupid and useless.

 I’ve been struggling to start writing this.

I wanna be a songwriter. I cry. Don’t know where to start

Cannot express myself in words.

Guess I just try, by putting down these silly thoughts.

 Watching all my friends succeed

I’m here useless and unwanted

Get stuck in dark shadow

Never be a solution

 But cant help it.

 Munch on my sorrow

Swallow tears

Tastes the bitterness

 2 months ago I bought a small note named “Simply Brilliant Stuff”, to remember all god things happened daily to me.