#mental hell

No you’re not.

Are you Physically fighting your own body to keep it from collapsing?

Are you fighting yourself to keep your mind active enough to prevent it from shutting off completing but also constantly trying to calm it down to keep it from exploding?

Do you have to fight to keep your mind from wondering in and out of different worlds?

Do you have to mental fight yourself to reply when someone talks to you? Physically force yourself to speak words?

Your exhausted yeah, but are you still getting up and doing what needs to be done?

There’s nothing in me, no fight, no will, no energy, I am completely drained and I give everything I have left into keeping myself from curling into a ball in the corner.

Hell