#menother

That feeling when you just wanna not give a flying fuck about anything and just let your life go completely, just be free, of worries and regret, remorse and anguish, self neglect, and pitty, the feeling where everything you knew falls apart on you, reality implodes within you and you can't seem to continue on, because the one person you thought would be the one to help you pull through your hardships is the one causing it, even tho you blame yourself for their sake and peace of mind, to make them feel better, you take the fall for everything that has gone wrong and you punish yourself for it to the point that you cease to have a desire to exist in this world, a world where the only person you can confide in and seek sanity is the person hurting you the most, yes it seems like a cycle but its cycle that may break given time, of course that's up to the other person to determine whether or not it is worth the stress anguish and emotional pain, but it obviously takes two to cause that, if one doesn't want to take the necessary steps to fix then what's the point, just shows that they have no desire to mend the wound s of the relationship and just simply throw the towel the white flag, give up, or simply just not do anything about it...